Hold On Pain Ends (Chris Brown&Kayla Phillips)

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Kimora PoV:

We got here a lil early just to make sure everything was alright and in case they needed any help. Me and Simi got some exclusive seats way high up, so we can see everything that goes on and all Aug and them can see us too. Michael and Jamal are also gonna be up here. I'm kinda happy me and Michael decided not to let what happened between us affect our friendship.

"You excited?" I asked Simi as I took a photo of her on my phone. My best friends was looking bomb and in four hours she's gonna be an engaged woman.

"Yeah, this is so big for them." She said as I nodded in agreement.

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So the show started an hour ago and this shit is lit. I didn't even realise they were all that energetic. Their fans are loving it too. You know how sometimes at their shows, they bring females up on stage to sing to them and what not, well Chris and Trey did that but Aug didn't for obvious reasons. It was kinda weird seeing Chris singing all up on a female, I didn't even realise it was that Leah chick, until she turned around as he kissed up all on her. Imma be honest, I didn't like it. His fans prolly didn't like seeing him kissing up on ole girl too, okay who am I kidding, his fans are loving it. They're cheering the girl on, but I still think it's weird.

"Why yo face like that?" Michael asked as he came and sat by me. Simi went to the restroom and I don't even know where that Jamal nigga went, so we was alone.

"Huh?" I said pretending as if I didn't hear the question.

"You still got feelings foe Chris don't you?" He asked as I shook my head quickly.

I began to laugh and he juss looked at my like I was crazy.

"You ain't fooling no one Kimono. It's aight, you don't gotta lie ta me. I know you" he said as I rolled my eyes and flicked him off.

"It's not that I still have feelings for him, cuz I most definitely don't, it's just weird seeing him with another female you know" I said as he nodded.

"So you gon be like that when I introduce you to my girl?" I quickly looked up when he said that.

"I'm playin', I ain't got a girl. For now" I rolled me eyes as we both laughed at what he said.

"But I think you still got some feelings, cuz did you feel like this when he was with that Karrueche chick?" That actually got me thinking. I didnt even care when Chris and Karrueche were together, but then again, that was before he said he was feeling me. Their relationship didn't bother me, so why does his and Leah's bother me?

I realised that the reason I'm being so insecure about it all, was because I know that Leah's a good girl and she's actually perfect for Chris. She's also really sweet and beautiful... Yep she sure is pretty. Literally the whole package. Everything someone like Chris looks for, she's actually wifey material. Oh my God, what if they get married. Everyone seems to be tying the knot recently, before you know it. Chris will be asking her to marry him, then they will actually be a family. She's got a daughter and Chris has got Dre. Then Dre's gonna be treating her like his mother and calling her "ma", I swear that would be the most heartbreaking think for me. Chris will literally forget about me and I'll grow old and alone, all cuz I told him that I wanted to remain as "friends" and all cuz I pushed him away and held onto the past. Why do you always gotta fuck shit up Kimora.

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"Michael, have you seen her? She's gorgeous" I said finally talking.

"And have you seen yourself? you beautiful. Ion see why you wanna compare yourself to her, she has nothing on you Kimora" he said as I shook my head disagreeing.