Chapter 5 I can't

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Jordan

I wanted to kiss him really bad but something inside me told me no. So when he started leaning in a panicked. I sprun up i was not going to run but i was not going to kiss him again. My heart hurt. Its like it was twisting and turning in my chest. 1 side of it wanting to kiss him but the other screaming and telling me no. I could not stand the feeling of being without Ty but it hurt to be around him. So either way i was still hurting. I could not decided what half of my heart was right. " I started panicking and screaming right in front of Ty. I was epecting him to run away scard but no. He held me close. I was panicking for like 5 minutes bu it seemed like 5 hours. I wish my heart knew what was best but of course i had to be the weird girl screaming in the middle of a road right in front of the school. Why i kept telling myself. I liked things hoe it used to be.

Ty

I could tell she was confused so i just wanted to help her. So i held her close and tight. I wish i never had done that stupid me. Why was i the stuid 1. I wish i could help her and make her feel better but no. She finally stopped screaming. "Are you ok" i said. she said "Ya thanks for having my back but i cant" And with that she left. This time not running just walking. her words tossed and turned in my head what did she mean by I cant?

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