Love Can Be Toxic

Chapter 3

Next Day.
It was just me at the house alone cleaning. I finshed cleaning and the doorbell rung.
"Hey girl was sup" Jordan my Best Friend said walking in
"Nothing cleaning up" I said putting the clothes in the washer.
"Best Friend you need somebody better than Chris" she said looking at me
"Why you say that" I asked getting the clothes out the dryer.
"Because you work your ass off cleaning then getting back up to go to work while he probably fucking some bitch"she said mad
"I know but.. never mind" I said folding clothes
"Go take a shower and put on some Clothes we going out" she said taking the basket of clothes
"Where we going" I asked
"Just go" she said and I got up took a shower out on some cute clothes and headed downstairs .
'Looking fine Best Friend" we got in her car and we went to Starbucks she got out to order. Then I looked up it was a guy pointing a gun at the window saying get out so I got out.
"Where's Chris"he said pointing the gun at my head I started shaking
"I don't know"I said scared ass hell.
"Yes the fuck you do stop covering for hi--" he stopped.
"Get the fuck off her"Jordan said
"iight I'll find him myself" he left.
I took a deep breath and got in the car.
"That's what I mean"she said handing me my coffee and dialed Chris number he didn't answer I calls him 10 more times no answer.
"Come on" as a pulls up at the nail salon. minutes later we went to the mall it was 8:30 she dropped me off at home. I walked in and Chris and August had the whole house smelling like weed I slammed the door dropping my bags.
"Hey baby"he said blowing smoke I ignored him walking upstairs.
"What you do man"August said
"Idk but Was sup with you and what's her name" He asked August
"We good but this her calling I'll see you later" he left. I heard Chris footsteps coming up the stairs .
"Wtf is yo problem"he said yelling
"Nothing"I said Turning on the tv
"Nah wtf is wrong with you been acting up lately"he said turning off the tv pushing me back down on the bed taking off his pants and pulling down my pants.
"Chris no" I yelled
'Bah this what you want I know it is"he said kissing my neck.
"No it's not get off me" I said yelling I slapped him and pushed him on the floor.
"I know you ain't hit me"he said getting up punching me and kicking me In the stomach and face tears falling down my face Then he got on top of me Chocking me my phone rung I tried reaching for it but he threw it I finally got off me cause the doorbell rung.
"Wassup my nigga"he said letting August in the door. I crawled to the bathroom looking at my face all bruised up i seen my cracked up phone and it was August that called me. Chris came in the bathroom.
"Lets take a shower he said turning the were in He was already undressed he watched me get undressed And I got in with him.
Next Morning.
I Just Stayed in Bed I didn't feel good I felt horrible I turned around and my best friend was at the door.
"Get Up" She said then paused when she seen me
"I know I know don't say it" i said as tears feel from my face and she got in the bed with me and lay my head on her lap running her hand threw my hair. Then my phone started ringing it was August I answered it.
"Was sup RIRI"
"Was sup Auggie"
"Nothing much wyd"
"Chilling"
"Where c--"i cut him off
"Why don't you call him i'm not his mamma bye August" I hung up.
"Calm down" best friend said
"I wanna be alone" I said
"No you not going threw this alone"she said
"Okay" I feel asleep but was woken up by a loud noise.
"Baby girl get to ass down here" Chris yelled I got up and went downstairs.
"Yes baby" I said leaning on the contour
"Where tf is my food" he yelled
"Chris I'm hurting fix ya own shit"
"I'm hurting too cause I ain't no food to eat."he yelled
"I'll fix you some--" I got cut off by BestFriend.
"I Gotta Go Boo, But think Bout What we talked about" She Said leaving
"I'll be upstairs let me know when you done" he said Walking away.
I know What Your Thinking Why Not Just Leave Him, Its Easier Said Then Done...
But I Fixed him some Nachos Something Quick I called him down he came Down in the phone he grabbed his food and went back upstairs. the doorbell rung I walked slowly to the door holding my stomach.
"Wassup Ri" He said Hugging me, I let out a Squeal.
"Nothing Much A" I said Letting him in I closed the door behind him.
"Why You walking Like Dat girl" He Said Helping me sit down
"No Reason" I said
"Okay" he Said getting on his phone then Chris came downstairs.
"Wassup My nigga" he said dabbing August Up. My Bestfriend Text Me and It was a picture of him and some other girl.
"Baby I'll be back" he said kissing my cheek
"Mhmm" I said getting up
"Don't be like that I'll be back Bae" he said leaving. I turned on Rihanna and Ran Me a Bubble bath and I soaked in it for a about 15 minutes then I dry off and put on Blue Jeans, Black Tshirt, black Jordan's , Olive Green Shirt, And Straightened my hair put on some light makeup. Grabbed my purse and Phone headed out to the Hair salon with my bestfriend I got a Sew In and She got a sew in. After that we went out to eat To Texas Road House their rolls are to die for...
"So what happen when I left" she asked finishing her steak.
"Nothing He went out as usual" I said rolling my eyes
"Bestfriend I love you and I hate seeing you like this. We need to go out tonight and you are meeting other people."She said
"Ugh Okay if you say so, but what about you and DionTay." I said Smiling
"it's going good, i never thought I put of all people would settle down." she both laughed
"true, it just takes that right person" I said Smiling
"see bestie this is how you suppose to be All smiles and laughs." She said and the waiter came with the bill I paid and we headed out to get our toes done it was about 9. So we went to go get some ice cream and went back to my house and watched Netflix in my room.
"We need more days like this girl" I said
"bihh yes" He phone ring it was DionTay...
"I gotta go Bestfriend See you later" She said hugging me.
I took me a nap and I heard a loud sound I looked at the time and it was 1 in the morning I got up and went downstairs and Chris Was Lai out on the couch he smelled like Weed, and sex so I got a pot full of cold Iced Water and Poured it on Him he jumped out his Sleep...
"wtf you do that for" He said Looking at me
"where you been it's 1 in the morning Chris and you smell like you been fucking" I Said yelling
"I was Wit August we chilled at his house and that was it. He diss going to get a towel I followed him
"Mhm who was over there and know y'all ain't stay in the house the whole time Chris Don't lie"
"baby it was just a few guys over and that was it"
"You know what Chris I'm done with all this I know it was sum girls over I know you and I can't do this anymore" I said as Tears Rolled Down My face and I felt his Arms Wrap around me and I looked in his eyes and it was like it was a while different person.
"Get Off me Chris" I said and he didn't he just Keep Holding me I looked up at him and he had tears coming from his eyes. We sat on the bathroom floor I was wrapped in his arms.
"Chris?"
"Before You say anything I'm sorry baby I really am I know I say I'm sorry all the time but I mean it I just been stressed out lately I'm sorry I Love You Paris I can't lose you do you know how torn up I would be my whole life would fall apart please don't leave me baby" He said looking in my eyes.
"Chris I'm stressed to I come home I clean and I work too. " I said
"I'm sorry I should pay more attention to you baby we're both stressed we can work this out baby just give me one more chance" he said
"Idk Chr--" I was cut off his phone rung
Of course he answered it was August I seen the Caller ID.
"I gotta go now right now are you for real well tell them I'll get to them when I do I'm with my baby wife right now" he said And when Said Wife it made me smile but it was probably all act... he hung up and we got up and he got in the shower he's phone rung it was an unknown number i answered it a dude answered but they hung up I put my thumbprint in his phone and looked threw it was a girl named Asia and he meet her yesterday from what it said she got kids and married. I put it down back where it was and he came out with some basketball ball shorts and no shirt. 😛