Why did I ever think Taka liked me... He openly said he hates girls that fit my exact description, yet I still tried. Do you know, Taka, how much it hurt? How much it hurt to develop a first love and then it crashing the world around you? Taka was found dead after he rejected my love, but I didn't kill him. I wonder who did? I would guess Nato, he's been known to commit murder. I still won't date Nato... He's been known to hit and beat his women. Jamal just won't see it though. Nato is his best friend, and Nato is a friend of mine too.
Diary, December fifth, 2010
