I want to cry over Cherko, but I can't. I have no time. My new schedule is so overloaded with missions I barely even have time to write in this diary anymore. Maybe Cherko wouldn't have died if he came with me. I'm within the Cherry Blossom Order, so I naturally am above most. Jamal is my partner among all of this, my only escape. Through the blood, pain, and regret, the wolf is my moon shining in a scarlet sky.
Diary, November Sixth, 2012
