I sit in silence because id rather sit back and observe that be in with the crowd. Most people think im so easily able to jump into a coversation but really im not my anxiety and social anxiety makes me want to run in the oposite direction.
Sometimes i wonder why is it when i talk to my friends or socialize no one wants to talk or pay me any mind but when im silence they act like its thunder striking and they decide to try and talk to me. Am i nothing but amusement am i nothing but a broken toy always getting thrown around from person to person because thats how i feel i feel like a broken toy thats gotten used so many times and now people just keep me as remembrance of how easy it was to break me. Can i go back go the days were i felt whole were i didnt feel like hiding from the world and bottling everything up. And faking being happy...
What happened to that happy girl i used to be or was she never there to begin with?
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Life
Short StoryThis is pretty much like a personal diary of things going on in my life, my thoughts, and drama. Its things i hope some people can also relate to my diary/book.
