Alone

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Why do i feel so sad?
Why do i feel like no one is here for me unless im upset. It feels like some of my friends only notice me if im sad. I dont get why i feel so happy and then like crying....
Why do i feel like all the people who were my friends dont like oe care about me?

I used to be so happy and i am always somewhat happy even at school until i get to class with you. You were someone i considered a best friend but lately every time i get around you i just feel like you dont care or like me. Its like i bottle up this depression and im happy until im with you and it feels like you are slowly breaking that bottle and taking my happiness from me. I would never want to put all my struggles on you because trust me i get depressed even when im not at school but lately i have felt this distance between us thats killing me. I miss you and i wish you would care but i also know i cant force you to care and if you dont than you dont.  Just know i am always here if you need me because idk if you still care but trust me i do.

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