Until There Was You

Liam

Chapter 8

*Liam*

I lay her down on my bed and start kissing her neck when she freezes. How stupid can I be? This is all new to her and I am rushing her, not to mention she was attacked last night. I shudder at the thoughts as to how i found her flash through my mind.

'Sorry to fast, I didn't think. I got carried away, lost in the moment. Shit I keep messing this up, i am so fucking stupid.' She puts her tiny, soft finger over my lips effectively cutting of my rambling.

'You are not stupid and nothing is messed up, I am just nervous. I really want to ..... with you.' She whispers and blushes, she is so adorable.

'Are you sure, we can wait if your not 100% sure?'

'I want to.....if you want to?'

'Of course i want to, I just can't mess this up with you. I don't want to lose you Lexi.' I whisper the last part.

'I don't want to lose you either, your the best thing that has ever happened to me.' she smiles.

'You are so beautiful.'

She pulls my lips back to hers, our tongues mating and dancing with so much fire. I need her now but i hold back, take my time. I run my hands down her body my own heart skipping a beat.

I pull her up so she is sat up on the end of my bed and i kneel between her legs my grey eyes and her blue ones. I lift the hem of my t shirt trailing my hands against her soft skin slowly, she lifts her arms to help me. Her cheeks flushing deeper the higher i go.

I lay her back on the bed and remove my own shirt before i rest on top of her supporting my weight on my elbows as our tongues mingle again. Skin on skin, heart to heart, as my tongue plunges deeper into her mouth. I start kissing down her neck, peppering little kisses across her collar bone worshipping every inch of skin in my path. She moans in the back of her throat and it drives me wild with desire.

I continue down the valley of her breasts, down her stomach when she wriggles letting out a soft, girly giggle. I smirk against her belly so she's ticklish, I retrace my way back up towards her breast. Her rosy nipples extended into tight points, she moans loudly as i take one in my mouth and suck gently as i roll the other between my fingers. I wonder if i could make her come this way.

'Oh god' she moans as i continue my sweet torture, swapping nipples biting a little and tugging the other. She is nearly there i can tell as her moaning is so loud. God she is sexy. Her head tilts back and her body trembles as she reaches her peak, i want to fist pump the air when she moans my name.

I kiss back down her body, sliding down her sweat pants with ease, no underwear fuck that's hot. I kiss from hip bone to hip bone and she squirms, i run my hands up her thighs towards her sex. She is drenched and so hot she moans loudly when my finger pushes inside her, oh god she is so tight. She cries out when i enter the second finger.

'Hush baby, it will help don't worry.'

I can't wait any longer as I roll over and reach for a condom. Before I do this I need her to be completely sure.

'Are you sure you want to do this baby?' My voice husky with my arousal 'You can always say no.'

'I want this......I need you.'

'It's going to hurt at first but it will get better.' I feel the need to warn her.

'I am not completely stupid Liam, I still want this' she chuckles and she looks better than i imagine, hair spread all around her head, eyes bright in excitement and her lips red from our heated kisses. A big smile on her face making my heart melt. I need her now, I can't wait a moment more.

I lower myself towards her entrance, looking in her eyes on last time to be sure, she nods shyly biting her lip. I kiss her frantically as i gently push into her her and she whimpers. I continue and savour her hot, wet tightness like a fist squeezing me.

God she feels amazing, I nearly lose it then and now. I still for a second so i can compose myself and she can adjust to the unfamiliar intrusion. Kissing away the tears on her temples my heart and stroking the stray hairs off her forehead.

'Are you ready babe, we can still stop if you want?' I ask sincerely feeling gutted its hurting her but i really don't want to stop. She pushes her hips to meet mine and cries out as i moan. I slowly start to move and after a few times she thrusts her hips to meet my thrusts, our bodies move in sync her nails rake down my back. God its never felt this good before. We pick up speed and before long she comes apart, screaming my name and the tightening of her walls tips me over the edge. Holding her close to me i kiss her forehead, both our breathing ragged but relaxed.

She falls asleep sprawled across my chest, her soft breaths calming me pulling me towards sleep. Never have i ever felt this content, this at peace. I am scared by the fact i am falling hard and fast for this amazing girl and i couldn't care less.

I lie there holding her in my arms taking in everything that has happened and i can't help but be thankful that fate gave me this beautiful girl to protect, even maybe love. With thoughts of what the future holds for us i drift off into a deep, peaceful much needed sleep.