Until There Was You

Lexi

Chapter 9

*Lexi*

I wake up because i feel warm, too warm. I feel a weight pinning me to the bed, holding me down and i freak out. Panic rises when I realize I can't move, I take a second to gather my barrings and think logically before i react.

'Good Morning Sunshine.' A husky voice mumbles sleepily and i immediately calm down. Liam, the weight moves from y body. I roll over to face him tensing at the ache between my legs. He looks so young and carefree when he has just woke up, hair sticking up in different directions. I realize i don't actually know his age, or much else for that matter.

'Good Morning.' I reply shyly.  I go to get out of the bed, the pressing urge to pee taking over but he grabs my waist and pulls me under him.

'Are you OK Lex?' His face all serious, eyes searching my face for any sign of dishonesty.

'I am good, a bit sore but it was worth it.' I smile and he relaxes smiling a dazzling panty dropping, boy next door smile that makes me swoon and my knees weaken. Man I love that smile.

'Thanks, I love your smile too.' He chuckles and I realize I said that out loud! I am a moron. I run to the bathroom to hide my blush,god i am so embarrassed and hes making it worse by laughing loudly at me.

As I re-enter the bedroom I am greeted by an empty bed, I take a moment to think about how amazing last night was. He was so sweet and caring , I was surprised he fit. Even though it was painful at first it turned into immense pleasure. I was lost in the thought of his hands and lips and how they felt on my body that i don't hear him come behind me. I jump out of my skin when two arms wraps around my waist and his head nuzzles my neck.

'Do you regret it ?'  he whispers in my ear, the uncertainty in his voice surprises me.

'No never, do you?' I say truthfully, even this never went any further and i never saw him again I would never regret that he was my first time. It was everything I could of dreamed of.

'No way, it was the best night of my life.' His voice raw. He clears his throat and kisses my cheek sweetly as i melt into him.

'I made coffee but i don't know how you take it.' He seems embarrassed which makes me chuckle.

'Milky, three sugars.' I tell him and he shakes his head.

'What I like it sweet.'

'So do I babe, so do I.' He says and my heart melts. I turn around and peck him on the lips.

'We really don't know much about each other do we?' I mutter into his chest.

'Well sit at the breakfast bar drinking our coffees, ready to play 20 questions. His bright idea.'

'How old are you?' I ask and he tenses, this can't be good.

'I am 24.' He gulps 'Does that bother you?'

'Should it?' I raise an eyebrow and shrug.

'Well ahh.....it doesn't bother me, we are both adults but that doesn't mean you have to be okay with it.' He mutters and I can't help but think he looks cute, so I let him sweat a while longer.

'It doesn't matter to me either.' I chirp happily.

'Good' he smiles 'So whats your full name?'

'Alexis Anne Cross'

'Pretty' he chuckles

'You?'

'Liam Landon Coltan'

'Pretty' I snicker playfully and he laughs.

'Birthday?' he smiles.

'4th July' I smile back 'Your?'

'7th May' He grins 'Favourite food?'

'Pizza, ham and pineapple. You?'

'Any red meat with all the trimmings.' He licks his lips.

'Favourite music?' I ask..

'Dance, Pop, Indie anything really.' He shrugs.

'Me too.'

We soon get tired of the game and my belly hurts from laughing so much.

'So what do you want to do today? He muses.

'I need to go home..' I don't get to finish my sentence before he cuts me off and boy does he look pissed.

'What? Your not serious? Over my dead body are you going back there! How can you even want to? I thought you enjoyed last night, hell you even said our age doesn't matter not half an hour ago and now you want to leave me? Why Alexis?' He snarls and god does he look scary, I don't even recognize the man before me.

'I just wanted my clothes.' I whisper afraid what he will do next.

'Oh Shit, I thought you meant.....Hell Lexi i am sorry......I panicked your not safe there and I couldn't.......I thought fuck! Lexi I am so so sorry.'  He says guilt ridden but I just want to run and hide.

'Lexi.' He breaths out.

'It's fine.' I try to hold back my tears and stop my whole body trembling but just give up and run to the bathroom. I lock the door as tears stream down my face, I can't get my head round the fact one minute he was laughing and the next he was screaming in my face. He didn't even let me explain, I only wanted my clothes. I understand I can never go back there, if that creep didn't tell me that I am completely stupid.

'Lexi.' There is a soft knock at the door, he sounds so broken and awful but I am just not ready to face him yet.

I am scared.

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