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This is the last chapter buttttttttt I have an authors note at the end that will make you happy hopefully!



     Dan looked up into Phil's eyes. "You're awake?" Phil looked down slowly. "Apparentl-" He cut himself off by a coughing fit. "Phil! Are you okay?"  Phil looked up at him and managed to choke out, "water." Dan nodded. "Okay, then I'm gonna get the doctor." Dan handed Phil a glass of water, made sure he was okay, then pressed the call button. Almost immediately, a doctor walked in. "What is th- oh! Mr. Lester! You're awake." Phil looked up at the doctor and nodded. Dan smiled at them doctor. "Can you give us a moment then check him up and whatever else you need to do?" The doctor nodded. "Sure." He turned and walked out.
"What are you doing here, Dan?" Phil asked quietly. Dan looked at Phil. "What do you mean?" "Why are you here Dan? It doesn't make sense. You don't care about me. If you do, you shouldn't." Dan's jaw pretty much hit the floor. What happened to his Phil? His literal sunshine, that couldn't stop smiling? "I care about you Phil! How could you think I didn't?" Phil looked at Dan then quickly looked back down. "You left. I cut- and y-you didn't even notice! I haven't done anything right, yet you're still here! I'm just ruining your life Dan! Why are you-" "STOP IT!" Dan yelled angrily. "Just- stop it." Dan looked at the ground. "Dan? Are you okay?" Phil asked quietly. Dan laughed coolly.
"Am I okay, Phil? Am I okay? That's just like you. Asking if I'm okay, when you're the one in a hospital bed because you tried to kill yourself. Lord, Phil, I'm not okay. My best friend, that I love more than anything in this world, tried to kill himself. And I didn't even notice! What kind of crappy friend am I! I didn't even notice you were cutting yourself! I thought you were just being moody or something! Never once did it occur to me you could be suicidal! Not you! I never even thought that you, Phil, my little ray of sunshine, was cutting. I love you, Phil. I always have. And then I was an idiot, and went and left you when you needed me the most! I'm so sorry Phil. This is all my fault. I'm so, so, so, sorry." Dan felt tears rolling down his face. "Dan?" Dan looked at Phil, who had tears in his eyes. "Yeah Phil?" Phil looked up slowly. "Do you really love me?" Dan visibly winced. "I said that?" Phil nodded slowly. "Yeah, Phil. I do. That's another reason I'm a horrible friend. What kinda best friend-  I'm rambling again. Sorry." Dan sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. Here it comes, he thought. The rejection. Dan looked up at Phil when- Phil slowly started smiling. "I love you too, Dan."


Author nnnnooottteeeee

So this has been Dear Dan! I was originally going to have Phil die, but you can think iiSuperwoman11 and TheLoneElmTree for that not happening. I also was going to make this long, bbbuuutttttt
*epic drum roll here*
Instead, I am writing a sequel! It's going to be about Phil recovering, but I don't know what the name will be soooo... Y'all can comment some ideas, if you want, I guess. I have these ideas so far

1. Recovery. (So creative, I know)
2. Stay Strong
3. I won't leave.
Plus, as I said before, PPPPLLLEEEAAASSSSSEEEEE
comment some idea for titles. Thanks so much for reading my emotional roller coaster that has been "Dear Dan" I'm proud of how it turned out. So for the last time in dear Dan
(Maybe)

byebyebyebyebye
EDIT: the sequel will not be happening.

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