I was quiet all of a sudden and turned around and walked straight home without even turning around to look at him or make eye contact with him. I didn't knew what to respond when he asked me, I crawled into my bed, closed my eyes and slowly drifted away to sleep.
I woke up with the sound of my mom crying downstairs so I quickly did my business and rushed downstairs. I saw her with her hands covered all over her face and I whispered "Mom" She was silent. I spotted the suitcases outside with a taxi. "We need to talk honey" she wiped her tears away. "I need to go...for a long time...You are strong, you can take care of yourself. Promise me that, okay? I'd never leave you on purpose. I love you so much. My little girl" I don't understand, my mom have never called me her "little girl" or she only did when I was a kid.
I was chocked and just thought it was a bad dream. "I have to leave now...and I don't know if I can contact you or how long I'll be gone. I love you, I love you so much honey" I was about to ask her why but the look in her eyes told me not to ask. I couldn't speak, she hugged me and cried. A few tears rolled down from my eyes and she left the house right after.
I haven't really realized that my mom just left and maybe will come back in years so I just, I don't know. "Are you alone home" I turned around and saw Jason. "How did you"
"Question that to yourself" he said and stepped closer to me and I was just standing without moving like I was glued to the floor.
His face was only one inch away from mine and I could feel his warm breath. His small line on his lips grew into a playful grin. "So it's just you and me now" I could still feel his warm breath as he spoke, and it tingled around me. "You like it don't you babe" He was touching my arm so gently up and down with his left arm as he whispered into my ear.
I got frustrated and could feel myself getting hot. "You and me only" he whispered once again in my ear. I quickly pushed him away "Get out of my house now" he bursted out of laughter and played a evil grin. "You're so brave..." He was teasing me. I was still so scared of why I wasn't afraid of him.
"I am a bad guy you know" he came closer to me again and slowly got my back touching the wall. "Really, aren't you just not one of the types who finds a random beautiful girl, uses her for sex only...Fucks her and then leave" He wasn't responding to that but just stared into my eyes and something made me feel bad.
"You're a bad influence Jason" I whispered. He smirked and took a step back, he was about to say something when someone called him so he quickly left. I locked the front door and quickly went upstairs into my room and was hiding under my duvet.
The days were going so fast and Jason hasn't been very social. I haven't heard from him after last time when he was here. I could hear him outside and pulled a cardigan on while I ran over to his house to see him looking pretty wasted. "Maria" he said and laughed so hysterically.
"What the fuck Jason" I yelled but in a small voice so nobody around us heard us. His smile faded and he came closer to me and took my hand, he pulled me with him into his house and wrapped my hands around his neck. "Maria" he whispered in a raspy voice. "Yes Jason" "Go out with me" "I don't even know you"
"Then go out with me to get to know me" he smirked. "No" "go out with me" I released my hands around his neck and smiled. "No" I finished our conversation and walked back home. I sat on my bum with my back touching the front door when someone was knocking on the door. I opened the door and faced two boys on my age.
"Does Jason live here" I hesitated and bite my lip before answering but I wasn't afraid. "No" "Are you sure" "yes" I was hoping that they would leave and they did immediately luckily. I breathed out loud and made my hands touch my hips, what has he been doing, he's so stupid. I let my body fall down in the couch and tried to find answers to my questions. I felt asleep but was waken up by Jason's music who blasted outside.
It was like 2 am. "TURN DOWN THE FUCKING VOLUME" I yelled. "What?" He grinned. He was being so sacarstic. He turned down the volume. "What did you say" he grinned again. "Turn down the volume" "go out with me then" "no" he once again turned up for the volume and laughed. "OKAY OKAY" he turned off for the music. "Let's go then" "Now?" "Yes babe"
I hesitated a bit but quickly took my jacket and shoes on and walked over to him. "Let's go" he smiled and opened the car door for me. "Trying too hard" "Not really, yet" he grinned. I didn't knew where we was on our way to but I just patiently waited. He drove really fast, "Can you not slow down" I whined. He just smirked and pulled a cigarette out of his pocket and started to smoke. I just looked at him with a gross glance and he blowed smoke on my face.
"What" he laughed and let his fingers run through his hair. He took a deep breath before taking another puff from his cigarette. He pulled up on his sleeves so his tattoos on his left arm was showing, I just looked disgusting on them and locked my eyes on the road.
"Do you still think that I'm the type who finds a random beautiful girl I think is attractive, takes her with me on a date, fucks her so hard and uses her for sex for a couple of days and later leave her" he asked me and smirked. "Maybe" I whispered. "You're maybe right" I suddenly got nervous.
He parked on top of a hill and we was sitting right in front of his car. Our back was touching the front of the car. "It's funny how people think I'm killing people randomly, I do it because of a reason" "I don't just murder some random person, and it's not a person. The last time I killed two people was when they tried to kill me. I only came to help..a friend" he laughed and looked at me. "But I'm not a murderer, I just do very dangerous stuff. That's my job"
I was speechless. "I can't just runaway from everything, I wished I could" he continued. "I thought it would be easy as nothing, I never understood what I was going into before now. I thought I would've escaped from it so easily" he let out a little ,,ha". It reminded me of that I haven't told him about the guys who came to my place but I kept it for myself.
"But I could, be that type who finds a beautiful girl who's attractive and only uses her for sex" "I'm a bad influence right baby" he took another cigarette and smoked. He blowed the smoke on my face and smirked so playful. His arm was lightly touching mine.
"I'm a really bad influence" he repeated, he came closer to my face and smiled. There was only him and me right here and no one was around.
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Dangerous - Jason McCann love story/Justin Bieber
RomanceIt's a love story between Jason McCann and a girl named Maria. She will pick a dangerous choice she can't regret from the moment she replied to Jason. It's a complicated relationship between her and him, but most of all how can she fall in love with...