Mystified Wings // Eren x reader

Chapter 4 Losing the mind

A/n:
Aloha people! How's life ?  Hope you've been doing fine. Here it is *drum roll* part 4! It is a little bit weird but at the end it's understandable. Just writing this at music class;), btw  I recommend hearing the music piece Shaker Loops by John Adams (not sponsoring)
Honestly, I would love to thank you readers for continuing on reading and making this story have 100 views.
My friends cracked up of laughter with my reaction of having this number of views. 
As a thank you for your gratitude I'm gonna upload a 100 views special (either another one of Attack on Titan or another themed one). Thanks again compadres.

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I started pacing through the town center, but something was missing; the streets weren't greeted by the morning people.
The wind just whistled and specks of dust rustled in the pavement. Everything felt so weird, Shinganshina?? (I don't remember) was the little town full of citizens, gossip and laughs.

"Alan?" No one answered. "Dad...Armin...Mikasa..Ere....Anyone?" Still not one sound. I satarted panicking a little.

"Mom??" A woman's giggled echoed.

I paced toward my house and that voice grew louder. As it started to grow more confusion on me, I entered the house... The presence was like no one had been there, th earth shook distinctivly I almost fel seasick.  I continued on. I approaches my parents's room and things still layed at their place as usual. On the little nightsand beside the bed were few trinkets my mother always kept with her.: A locket with the picture of my grandparents, papa and us siblings, a picture of her when she was little and her brother. Sadly, she never metioned my uncle, probably to keep safety. The face was a bit smushed, and last her engagement ring.

"thought I would never see that again," I thought as I place it again where it belonged.

"L-l-l-lost, alone?" A voice  called from the distance, I turned around, no one. I tensed up. Lightning cracked the window. I got out of the and it was sunny just like it was before I entered.  I look for my friends, Armin was nowhere to be found, trembling a bit thinking my "little brother" was gone.

*CREEEK!!*

Darkness, Icouldn't see anything, my eyes were blinded. Something crawled up my body. Then at the distance a small speck of light shown. A pattern of a girl my height was below the light. 

"He-Hello??" She looked at me, her face looked like after crying for hours. She mumbled something, liked she talked to herself. 

"Never.........said goodbye.......all alone... Why?    What can I do?" a few more words I could hear from her. I laid my hand upon her shoulde.

"HOW COULD I?!?!??!?!!??" She grabbed my legs and  didn't let go. I fell onto the floor. 

"No, NOOO this can't be happening" She continued.

I released myself from her grip and ran no turning back. Just when I turned the corner, there she was smiling as always . Beside her was Dad and Alan and Mom (her eyes looked gloomy). I wanted to run to my family but I couldn't. Something blocked my path. My feet were like glued together. Tear grew in my eyes.. I touched my cheek to wipe the tear. THat's when I felt lost. And scared, those tears were actually drops of blood. While I cried blood, the vision of my family started to vanish.

"No, no NOO!!. Please don't leave me!"

"NO!" I opened my eyes with force.

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Shocked, I woke up from the nightmare.  It's the third one since I stayed at the Jaeger's place, 3 days ago making this one the worst. I got up from my humble bed. "Good Mikasa's still asleep." Imumbled. I opened the door, grabbed a blanket and walked far from the bedroom. I sat on the corner, and rested my head on the wall.

"never felt so worried in my life, evn if they're returning something abnormal might happen, anything  can occur , great Y/N now you're talking to yourself, now the bwest part is you look crazy."

"I don't think so.." Some voice answered me and came close. 

"sheez Eren, didn't know you were awake. umm.. sorry if I woke you up." I stood up startled.

"It's okay, I heard you shout are you okay?" Eren asked me, we both sat down once more.

"nothing don't worry," I tried to recomfort him to stop worying.

Eren's POV:

"Are you okay?" I sat with her and out my arm around her. She was freezing if she sleeps the night here, she'll catch a cold.

"nothing, don't worry." She switched to happy but I know there's something bothering her. One of the happiest people when she could hide the most secrets or fears.

"if you think yo're good at lyin', very sorry but try harder," I added. She chuckled. "What's wrong?"

"Well, ever since I stayed with you guys, during my slee, my mind has created distorsions and horrible images of my family, my friend, you..." She took a deeper breath "It's like it want to create this messy future, and my mom appeared like she was trying to show me the way, but she felt two-spirited if you know what I mean, and I'm so scared  if this happens ot i'm just crazy." She mumbled at a lower tone trying not to freak out. As of help, I hugged her, for her to know I'm here .

Y/N POV:

When he embraced me in his arms, I stopped mumbling words. His warmth covered my tension, even though, it shocked me, never expected that. I wanted to look tough but couldn't hold it in anymore. The tears were drowning in my eyes and I welcomed his hug.

"Y/N, look, you are one of my best friends, I wouldn't let that happen to you nor our families. Don't worry you are stronghearted and nice to everyone. especially you and your family have been a role model for m. I care about you."

I calmed down at his words of honor, literally. I looked at his face, and smiled whispering a "thank you:"

That helped me try to control the nightmares.

--- yay!!  I'm back sorry had school finals.  until next time-----