A Lesbian wanted her Teacher

Chapter XII Extension

"You know how long I spent there right? That's how long we've been together."

She looked at me. As if reading my mind. "D-did you love h-her?" She sat up.

I smiled weakly. "She's a total bitch, I know but yeah, I did and I still do."

She burst out into tears and roughly pulled me into a hug. I couldn't decipher her thoughts. "W-why? Why didn't you tell m-me beforehand?" She asked between her sobs.

I smiled languidly and play with her hair. "I want you to be jubilant. Your happiness is my happiness too." That wasn't a lie. I'll do everything for her own sake.

She sniffed. "I was happy but now....I dunno. She just u-use me."

I pulled out from the hug and wiped her tears off. "Trust me, she love you."

She frowned. "But you told me she love you, only you."

"Yeah. She's deeply in love with me but she learned to love you because you are lovable."

She stared at me with blank expression, so I continued.

"When I get you from her, a while ago, she's crying. She never cried except when I left her. She love you Jacky. Believe me."

She nodded while wiping the tears that still falling from her emerald eyes. "Maybe. Lets say she love me, but she's in love with you, not to me."

"Look, there are things that supposed to happen and those are the things that I wasn't able to stop. There's always a reason behind it and I figured, it is for you to be stronger. I know you're better than that."

She growled and again slumped her body on my bed. "It hurts Zyzy don't you know that?!"

She's crying again while clutching her chest. "You called me Zyzy." She used to call me that way back before. Aww. She really can remember everything.

"Yeah Suzy, you're my Zyzy." She giggled. Ugh she looked insane. giggling while crying. Poor Jacky.

She pulled me and we're both lying on the bed. She snuggled closer and she ended up sleeping, cuddling into me.

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Jacky's POV

I can still hear the hammer on my chest. It deeply hurts as it continuously breaking my heart into pieces.

I stared at myself into the parlor's mirror. What they've done was nice. Really really nice. This new look made me noticeably looked like a lesbian. I mean, a lesbian with a class AND that was good. I guess a little amount of make up isn't bad. (picture above)

I borrowed one of Suzy's car. That girl do have a lot.

I took a deep breath and focus on driving. I don't know what to feel and what to do. Am I supposed to be mad or not? But one thing is for sure, my heart is aching.

Ugggh. This is terrible. How can I concentrate on the event that I'll attend now? How can I not think of my sexy ass ex girlfriend. I let out a frustrated grown and turn on the music. WTF Wrecking ball of Miley Cyrus is playing. Isn't it cliche? I turned it off. What else could add to this mess.

My phone rang. Nice. Without checking whom the caller is, I answered it.

Hey. Jacky's dead. Who is it?   I almost laugh while asking this. God, what's happening to me?

JJ seriously?  . She laughed and then turned serious. I was just checking on you.

Milka? don't worry Suzy didn't rape me. I stifled a laugh. When she

Uhmmmmn Ahmn Ahh-

Wait, did Milka just stuttered? The heck it was a miracle. I can imagine her face blushing, ugh, so cute.

Is it bad to check on you? She turned serious. I suddenly felt guilty all of a sudden.

I'm sorry. I appreciate your intention but really, I was okay. I'm alright.

Just know that I'm just here okay?

Alright. Thanks.

And there, she hang up. In all seriousness, I didn't know why Milka, I mean Ms. Snow turned out to be so concern. I mean yes, we've got along but nothing more.

I remember the night when I first saw her, I told myself that she'll be mine inspite of Maynn being my girlfriend that time. I am pathetic. Ugh.

I sighed and drive faster, trying to remove all this confusion and heartaches that I'm currently feeling.

All I need now is to dance. Dance it is.