I click on the message almost in tears as I start to read
From Andy: Gemma I'm sorry I have to do this but I can't do this anymore
I'm sorry this is killing me to do this and you will have to look for your own place to stay
I'm sorry
Tears running down my face
My make up running down my face
I fall to the floor in pain holding me legs up to me crying
I get a bag and pack in pain
I put all my clothes and make up laptop posters CDs into a bag
My heart feels like its completely broken in a million peaces
I walk into the bathroom and take my make up off still crying I can't stop
Why would he do this?
What did I do?
I love him!
I thought he loved me!
Why!
Why!
Why!
Why!
The pain in my heart is Intense it hurts more than anything
I get my keys and bag and run to the car
I get in not knowing where to go
I call Avril
Avril please please I cry to her
What's wrong? She askes concerned
A-A-Andy I say
What!! Come to mine she says almost crying herself
I drive to Avrils well over the speed limit
Tears still running down my face
Eyes red
Hair messed up
I look horrible
I pull up I get out the car
GEMMA! Avril says running to me
I hug her crying my heart out
Omg why would he do this? She askes
I-I d-don't k-k-know I say crying
Come inside don't worry know ones home she says walking me inside
I'm I'm sorry! I say sobbing
