Justin’s POV:
I was pissed. No, not just pissed. I was fucking furious. First I had to cancel plans with my girlfriend and twin brother which I was really looking foreword to. Now when I am just about to fuck Selena I finally get told that my own twin brother beat me to it before I even had a chance. And I’m Selena’s boyfriend for crying out loud. I know that Selena has never had sex before and I am pretty sure Jason took her virginity before I even did. Fuck, I am so going to beat the shit out of him.
"Justin! Wait!" Selena shouted as she ran down the stairs fumbling to put her bra on. I wanted to be mad at her but she just was too cute and innocent to be mad at. Plus seeing her just in her underwear made me soften up a little bit. She sprinted up to me and pulled me into a tight hug, wrapping her arms around my waist and digging her face into my bare chest. "Please stay and listen. It’s not what you think, trust me." Selena cried, her tears running down my stomach.
I groaned not wanting to stay but also not wanting to be a complete jerk to her. I tossed my jacket and jeans to the side and combed my fingers through my hair. “Fine.”
She sniffled and backed away, wiping her tears from under her eyes smudging her mascara. “When I was kidnapped and taken to Ariana’s house, Jason h-he raped me while I was unconcious. I didn’t know, he threatened to do worse things to me if I told you what happened. I’m so sorry…” Her voice wavered and she burst out crying making my heart ache. This was really tearing her up inside and I was being a complete dick to her.
I hugged her tightly and placed a kiss to the top of her head as she sobbed into my chest. “Selena I’m so sorry I didn’t know.” I sighed into her head. I felt so awful but mostly puzzled. Why the hell did Jason want to kidnap Selena and rape her at Ariana’s house? I felt like everyone was in on something but me. I felt like the odd one out in this sort of situation and I couldn’t help but feel sort of betrayed by everyone. Especially Jason. I have only known him for a day now and honestly as a first impression I thought he was just a normal twin. I don’t know how you define normal, but I am pretty sure normal doesn’t mean kidnapping your girlfriend and raping her then taking her to a club later on.
"Justin I wish I could have told you later on I feel like such an idiot." Selena sniffled, pulling away from me and blinky away a few mascara filled tears that cascaded down her pink cheeks.
I cupped her cheek in my hand and rubbed circles on her cheek with my thumb, “Baby there was nothing you could do if he threatened you…” I was tearing up at this news. I couldn’t believe I didn’t know this.
A couple more tears left her red eyes and fell down onto her plump pink lips. She looked down, then up at me. Capturing her soft gaze with mine. “I love you Justin.” She croaked, a small smile appearing on her lips and replacing her frown. Selena stood up on the tips of her toes and crashed her lips against mine. I wrapped my other arm around her waist and took in the beautiful feeling of her kisses. Our bodies molded together in a magnificent way that made me always wonder the same thing: Is there such a thing as true love? And have I finally found it? It was amazing just to think that only a couple months ago I was just throwing myself out to girls and then dumping them, but then my life changed once I met Selena. I don’t think I have ever felt this way about a girl before. Selena made me feel…different. She made me feel like a whole other person.
The door burst open and my mom walked in on us causing Selena and I to pull apart in an instant. “Well shit why do you guys have to make out right in front of the fucking door?!” My mom yelled furrowing her dark brown eyebrows over her bright blue eyes causing wrinkles to form on her forehead.
I threw up my hands and gave her an innocent look, “We were just caught up in the moment I didn’t think you would be home this late.”
Once my mom saw that Selena was only in a bra and underwear she covered her eyes and apologized before rushing upstairs to her room. I looked over at Selena who had her mouth gaping open and her cheeks tomato red. Selena let out a small laugh before covering her face in her hands and let out a loud groan.
