*next morning*
I wake up feeling really happy all of the sudden . I look to the left and grab my phone to find all these messages from "Nick💍❤️" I was cheesing real hard . I go to the front of the bus where the kitchen was and grab a snack , when out of nowhere I felt someone's hands covering my eyes saying "guess who " , "umm , Nick"? . "no , it's zach wtf , why would you think it's Nick" with a confused face. "oh I don't know , I was just with him yesterday and I thought he was you" . "whatever , but we need to talk" looks down . "about?" i said. he quickly grabs my hand and takes me to the back of the bus and locks the door "why'd you lock the door ?" I said looking very confused , "because I don't want anyone interrupting me you know ?" , "I guess " *I smile* . he sits down and grabs my hand , and started to tell me "ughh , ammy am so sorry about what went down yesterday , I was really stressed and I took it all on you , I need you ammy , you're the only one for me and I can't seem to find myself without you . please be mine again ? " zach gets on his knees , while am just sitting there trying to figure out why , why is he always doing this sh*t . "I can't zach , it's too late , I just can't , I have to go " I leave the room trying not to look back and fall for his games even though I still love the kid and I just want him so badly , "but I can't do that to Nick , but at the same time I can't do this to zach it will hurt him if he saw me with Nick" I thought to myself . I go inside my bunk and close the curtains , and just think about all this . lately I have made some terrible decisions and maybe I just needed a break .
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ammy💧
