3 months later...
Me and Adam have been together for 3 whole months, but he's suddenly become distant. He makes any excuse to not meet up with me and when he does its like his mind is elsewhere. I hate to say it but maybe he's got someone else, I mean he's a good looking guy right? Im sitting on the field now listening to music, after half hour the bell rang for my next class. I had English, Adam was in it. I stood up and flung my backpack over my shoulder and headed indoors. As I approached the turn off towards the gym something caught my eyes stopping me. I heard laughing and kissing sounds as I peered around the corner. What I saw made my stomach flip, it was a dark haired guy with his arms wrapped around another guy. The other guy was kissing the dark haired one passionately, then I realised the dark haired one was Adam.
Tears formed in my eyes as I angrily rubbed them away, all this time he had been lying to me. Telling me he loved me, how I was the only guys for him. It was all shit, and I actually believed him how stupid can I be! That was it I was done with him, but somehow I still loved him. Seeing him with that guy broke my heart. I walked to class in a daze, I sat down at my usual desk as Adam came in and sat on the table next to me. I turned my head the other way and focused on my work never once meeting his eyes. As the bell rang for the end of lesson I shoved my books in my bag and practically ran out of the room. I was heading towards the forecourt of the school, "Sauli wait just stop please. I want to talk to you" a voice said from behind me stopping me in my tracks. I spun round and saw Adam standing on the step, "What do you want?" I asked.
"I wanted to talk to you, you barely said two words to me all day" he said standing in front of me. "Yeah well I have stuff on my mind" I told him not wanting him to know I could see through his lies. "Ah babe everything ok?" he asked, he was being all lovey dovey to me acting like the perfect boyfriend. "Yeah fine thanks, I just don't feel well" I said, it wasn't exactly a lie the though of him still lying to me made me feel sick. He lent over and kissed me, I felt the need to throw up. I pushed him away as I put my hand to my mouth and ran inside. I washed my hands and pushed open the door, I saw Adam leaning casually against the wall. "Better?" he asked, I ignored him and went to walk up the corridor.
He grabbed my hand, I looked up at him "Get your hands off me" I said my voice raising slightly as I pulled my hand from his. "Sauli what did I do?" he asked innocently, "DON'T even go there! I know you're little secret, I saw you with that guy! You were all OVER each other" YOU LIED TO ME ADAM, AND I AM DONE WITH YOU I NEVER WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU EVER AGAIN!" I shouted. "Sauli please that guy he meant nothing to me, its you I love" he said, "JUST DON'T!" I said raising my hand and walking away from him. I knocked on the door to my head of years office, "Come in" a voice said. I pushed open the door and stepped inside "Oh Sauli, everything ok you look very pale" she asked, "Actually I came to see if I would be allowed to go home, I don't feel too good" I told her. "Well of course, go and get some sleep" she replied handing me the signing out book, I signed my name and thanked her.
As I unlocked my front door I dropped my bag to the floor "Sauli is that you?" my mums voice came from the kitchen. "Yeah its me mum" I answer walking into the front room and flopping onto the sofa. "You're home early, everything ok?" she asked coming into the room and kneeling on the floor in front of me. "They sent me home, I was sick" I told her, "Ahh ok does Adam know?" she asked. "Please don't even mention him mum" I told her, she knows about the fact im gay now and that I was dating Adam. "Oh dear what's happened?" she asked sitting next to me and putting her arm around me. "He cheated on me mum, I saw him and another guys snogging each other. He told me it meant nothing but all he's done is lied to me. He told me he loved me mum and I actually believed him! How stupid does that make me huh, he hurt me real bad mum" I told her as tears started rolling down my cheeks.
