Time Controller

Nothing Change

I feel cold air around me..when I open my eyes..I can see dark sky with bright stars..I stand up and look around..I surrounded by smog..

"Where am I??"

When I turn around I see the mystery man..he walk closer to me and say..

"Its not as easy as you think right??"

I stare blankly at him..

"Its not easy to change the past..I really hope you won't do the time travel again..it's dangerous.."

"But I need to change it no matter what happen.."

"Why?"

"I want us to keep together..EXO 12 member forever.."

"Even if you can die?"

"Yes!"

"Do you think they will be happy??even if they together but you die..do you think they will happy??do you really think this is what they want??" He say with very serious face..

"...................." I'm can't reply anything..

"Think deeply..don't take it so easy.." he say with sad eyes..

Suddenly I cough..I feel my chest really hurt..it's hard to breath..I fall and my whole body is sweating..my vision start to blar..
my head is spinning..I feel like I can die in any moment right now..

"Do you see why I'm worry??it's just little..it can be more worst if you do the time travel again.."

I can't say anything to him..my voice won't come out..and I faint..

"Tao..wake up.." who is calling me??

" Tao..don't be like this.." Suho hyung??not..it not his voice..

"Stop scarying me.." it's not EXO member voice..then who??

"Please wake up..I will buy the Gucci bag that you want..I will buy anything you want to eat..so please..wake up..open your eyes.." why I feel water drop to my face??

I open my eyes slowly..even I feel dizzy I need to know who is he..when I open my eyes..I can see my manager face..he is... crying..and he is hugging me..he must be so worry..I feel bad for him..because make him scared and worry..

"Hy..hyu..hyung.." I can only talk with slow voice..but he can still hear me..

"Tao??you awake??are you okey??do you know how much I worry??when I enter the room I see you start to fall..lucky I get to catch you before you fall to the floor..why you faint??are you sick??if so why you don't tell me??ha??" I just stare him..I wait until he finish..

"I suddenly feel dizzy that all..stop worrying..it's not suit with you image.." I smile to him..I can't tell him about I turn the time..

"Fine..you need to rest..I will drive you home and take care you..don't worry..the CEO will understand you..can you stand??" I just nod..

Tao's house

"Just laid and don't do anything okey??if you need anything..call me..I will be at the kitchen.." he exit my room..

I can feel there is something in my pocket..I take it out..ohh..it's the time controller..I can see a note on top of it..

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1/3..what is your choice??
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I sigh..so I can't stop Kris hyung.. and I only have 2 time more..the first time..I be like this..what will happen if I do it for the second time??hmmm~~

"What are you thinking about??"
My manager sit next my bed..

"Just something..why don't you knock??you make me surprise.."
I look at him..

"I already knock 10 time..but you who don't hear it dummy.." he shaking his head..

"Fine whatever.." I ignore him..

"Here..I make you porridge..eat it even it not taste good..I need to go to the company.." he stand and walk..but I stop him by grabbing his hand..

"Cant you feed me??my arm is hurt.." I give him my puppy eyes..

"Fine..stop making that face..you look ugly.." he start to feed me..

When he feed me..I remember that when I do the time travel..Lay hyung feed me..with his cute smile..I miss him..my tear fall one by one..

"Hey!you are you crying??it's is the food really that bad??I'm sorry..I will other one..okey?? don't cry..I'm sorry.." I shake my head..

"It..it's no..that..the food is delicious.." I wipe my tear and try to stop it..but I fail..

"Then why are you crying??" He put the bowl away..

"I remember..Lay hyung..feed me..porridge.. when I sick..I miss him..I miss him a lot hyung.." I cry out loud..

"Its okey..you can cry..I know it hard for you..just let it out..all of it..don't keep it in your heart to long.." he hug me..I tight the hug..I feel really comfort beside him..it feel like I hugging one of EXO member..

"Miss you all..EXO..love you.. guys.." the last sentence I say before I fall asleep..

*isn't it sad??I tear up while writing it..hope you guys not getting boring..^^*