Your POV and, (a/n A tiny bit of suggestive content but nothing extreme or anything of that sort.)
***Following weeks****Kaneki seemed to go out more. He even goes with me when I want to go out somewhere. I figured maybe he was being sweet to me. But...I have a bad feeling I don't think he's cheating on me but... I don't know.
I was in the kitchen fixing some coffee for him and myself. I then felt a pair of arms slide around my waist. I turn to see Kaneki. "That smells good." He said and put his nose in the crook of my neck causing me to blush and my hands start shake a bit.
"T-The coffee's ready." I said a bit shakily. "Great..." He replied and moved and his hands start to travel to my thighs. 'This is new...he never did anything like this and I was honestly nervous and I was not ready quite yet... I think, I didn't want him to stop or hurt his feelings.
I start to reach to the coffee cups in the cabinet but he stopped me by grabbing my wrist. "You go relax I'll get the cups and prepare it." He said while I turned around to look at him. 'How sweet' I thought.
I sat down on the couch and about 3 minutes later he brought the coffee. "Thank you." I said and smiled as, he handed me my cup. "No problem!" He said with a smile we cuddled while watch a stupid scary moved. We both laughed when the stupidest person died. We finished our coffee and sat our cups on the table.
I suddenly feel a hand on my thigh once again. I blushed and Kaneki took notice. He put his head in the crook of my neck. He kissed my neck...I tensed up. Unsure of what to do I just sat there. I wanted to kiss him. I was interrupted by a,
Ring,Ring...My phone rang and Kaneki and I jumped a bit. I went to retrieve it. "H-Hello?" I said. "(L/n) we need you to come in for a mission at the Itachi Building (a/n I made this up) on the outskirts of Tokyo. We have a problem you'll be there alone." The CCG operator on the other line said. "I understand." I said and hung up.
I walked to the living room and said to Kaneki, "The CCG need be to come in on a mission so..." I trailed off. "Let me come, I'll stay hidden." He said. "But-" I started to say. "I don't want you to get hurt. Let me come." He insisted. "Fine." I said and smiled. I went to get ready in my usual black jeans and grey sweatshirt with a tank top underneath.
When I exited the room, Kaneki was in...what looked like a battle outfit I brushed it of to if he got into some trouble he wouldn't be recognized.
He had his mask in hand. "Ready?" He asked and I said, "Yeah" and we exited the apartment.
***Time skip to destination***
I was on the roof of the building I saw no sign of anything. "Made up your mind yet (y/n)?" I heard a familiar voice say. He (based on the voice) walked out of the shadows. I felt a hand on my shoulder.
"Kaneki? What are you doing?" I asked owner of the hand. "Stay behind me (y/n)." Was all he said and put me behind him, I notice he had his mask on. "Well, well, well if it isn't eyepatch? Have you told her yet?" "Kirishima! I told you to leave her alone! Leave her out of this!" Kaneki yelled at him. "What?!" Ayato yelled then laughed hard in a sarcastic way.
"Are you afraid I'll take her away from you?!" Ayato yelled after that. Kaneki said, in a low, raspy, whisper, to me, "I'm sorry (y/n) I have to break the promise I made to you..." I replied with, "No, please he didn't do anything wrong." "Neither did we." He said. And ran towards Ayato. His kagune came out. They started to fight.
'I trusted you...
You promised me....
I should have never said anything...
Its all my fault...
Gomen'nasai....'(a/n note sorry in Japanese) I thought.Kaneki and Ayato were all bloodie Ayato much, much worse. Kaneki was about to finish him. "You should have listened." Kaneki said to Ayato. I pushed Ayato out of the way the kagune hit me. In the gut. I didn't want someone to die because of me. Because of my past.
Both of their eyes widened in disbelief and surprise. I landed underneath Ayato. "Why did you save me!?" Ayato yelled at me but by the tone of his voice, it was out of distress and concern. "I didn't want you to die because of me." I said and sat up a bit.
"Kaneki I trusted you...I thought-I thought I could." I said half yelled my eyes began to water. 'But then again...trust is a strong word. Trust is could be used to hurt people.' I felt a water droplet on my cheek I thought it was a tear but it was rain.
I felt another this time it was sticky, and red it came from my forehead, blood. Kaneki was at a lost for words. The rain started to come down slightly harder. "Why did you protect him! You idiot! You got in the way! Why did..." He stopped when he say me.
***3rd POV***
Your heart broke into a million pieces you'd never imagine he'd say that to you. You looked... Broken. 'I get in the way...?!' "Don't you think I know that! I know I get in the way! So don't make me feel so, so insecure about it! I don't understand why! I just don't understand." You yelled at him.
Kaneki looked so guilty he looked sorry. You took notice and felt no sympathy 'I'm tired of forgiving just knowing I'll get hurt again'
You thought.***Your POV***
"Kaneki I'm sorry but, I'm tired of forgiving. Maybe once I become less insecure and stronger...I can forgive you. Ayato-" I said and he turned his attention to me. "I'll join." I did then winced at the gash that was slowly healing in my gut. "Great." Ayato said and smirked. He was almost healed. He picked me up bridal style.
"Kaneki, she made her decision." Ayato said. "No-" Kaneki was starting to say but I interrupted him. "He's right Kaneki. I'm sorry." Ayato began to walk away. Kaneki dropped to his knees and watched us walk away.
'(Y/n)...I'm supposed to say sorry...It was my fault not yours.' Kaneki thought alone in the rain.
Broken promises have a terrible ending...
I'm oddly satisfied with this hoped you liked this. Chapter 8 isn't too far away! This was about, 1168 words XD.
~Unravel-Chan
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The Experiment
FanfictionYou are a experiment that you do not know anything about. You Lover (Ken Kaneki) knows and refuses to tell you. You do not mind not knowing but, soon you will want to know your past. Will he tell you? Will it push you and him away? Or will it be the...