Hi, my name is Amanda Green. I have one older brother and my 3 best friends as my family. Before you ask yes I do have a real family but they're never around. They're usually on a business trip or something. And my older brother is in college but he visits every now and then. But my 3 best friends are always with me. Kennedy (KLC423 ), Lynn(Brook-Lynnnn ) and Aria (avamc12 ). But we usually just call her Ari or Ar. As you can see my life is pretty great! At least that's what everyone thinks...
What a lot of people don't know is that I have depression and suicidal thoughts. And the came from bullying. Yes, I used to get bullied but not anymore. The bullying went away just not the depression. No one knows about this but me. I first got it when I was 14 and that was about 2 years ago (yes I'm 16). And it's gotten nothing but worse. I got pills but they don't help that much. I wear red sneakers everyday. Yes the same red sneakers everyday. They're my reminder that everything is going to be okay. But on a lighter note I like to run. My friends and I like running well they like it I just run with them. Running keeps my mind from going dark because when I'm running I'm not really thinking and I can't go into rally deep thought. But i don't want to get too much into this so I can save some stuff for the story. So let's go...
