Just My Life

My crush

So I have a crush on this guy from my school... (I'll call him Josh).

Josh is literally the best. He's ALWAYS sooo happy, you literally can't be sad when you're with him, and I need those kinds of people in my life.

He is also really funny. He's always cracking jokes and he's always making people laugh. In our school yearbook, he was literally the "biggest ray of sunshine".

He's also really confident, and he's funny with it too, so it's not like OVERLY confident. Which is really good, because I'm not very confident at all so, it's nice having people that are different than me in my life.

He's really smart too. He's not like a smart-Alec or anything... Like he doesn't correct teachers in class or anything. He's just really smart and I find that a really nice quality to have too.

My friends all tell me that he likes me back, and sometimes I believe them, but most the time, I don't. It's so hard to see someone liking me. It seems like he treats me the exact same as he does with everyone else. My friends always try to point out things that he does differently with me, but I can tell they just kinda make it up to make me feel better...

And I have this one friend that is dating my other friend (the boy's name will be Cameron and the girl's name will be Abby). Cameron is ALWAYS telling me that he likes me and stuff and he keeps going up to Josh and saying stuff like "kiss Sarah (that's me) on the cheek" or "go put your arm around her" or something like that and Josh hates it, which I don't blame him... I don't like it either. Josh does NOT like being teased for who he likes and Cameron does that all the time, so I feel like Josh is gonna be pressured out of liking me, if he ever did like me at all.