Sick Twisted Love (A Future Diary FanFic)

Chapter Two- First Meeting

Sky's POV

It's been a week since I have moved to Sakurami City and it has definitely been a fresh start but I still feel anxious about something and its wrecking me. I've been drawing a lot, but it's been different. Normally I draw demons or fall angels with black or blonde hair but lately they have all been looking a lot like Yuno. I've had to keep most of them hidden in my desk at home. I looked down at my drawing yet again it was an angel with Yuno's face. I quickly shut my sketchbook before Hino or Mao could see it. I hadn't had the chance to actually talk to Yuno mostly because everywhere I went I had Mao or Hino or both with me. I had the feeling they were escorting me which was starting to get annoying. The bell went and everyone grabbed their bags to go.

"Come on Sky let's go," Hino smiled.

"Um... I think I'll stay behind there's somethings I need to do," I lied. Hino looked slightly worried but nodded and went off with Mao. I sighed and picked up my bag and clung tightly to my sketchbook. I looked around the classroom for any sign of Yuno but to no avail. I was about to make my way out the classroom when I noticed a face peering around the door, it was Yuno. I smiled to myself this would be my chance. I slowly approached her as I did a small smile formed on her face.

"Hey you're Yuno right?" I smiled. I thought that would be the best way to get a conversation going. I doubt she'd remember my name but oh well we have to start somewhere.

"Yes and you're Sky," Yuno smiled, blushing slightly. Ok I was wrong maybe she did remember me.

"Ummm..." I mumbled not sure what to say next.

"Hehe, you're so cute Sky," Yuno laughed.

"Well..." I muttered, my face heating up. This girl had an effect on me and I could now no longer string an actual sentence.

"Would you like to walk home together?" Yuno asked shyly, saying what I had wanted to say.

"S-sure," I stuttered in reply, heading out of the door. We walked in silence until we reached the school gates.

"Why do you always carry that sketchbook?" Yuno asked suddenly.

"Because I like drawing," I replied quietly.

"Can I see them?" Yuno smiled standing in front of me. Shit, my latest picture was of her.

"U-ur..." I stuttered.

"Please," She begged giving me puppy dog eyes as she laid a hand on my sketchbook. Shit, shit. What do I do?

"Sorry I've gotta run!" I blurted stepping around Yuno before running all of the way home.

After a few minutes I was unlocking my front door and slamming it behind me. I fell to the floor leaning against the door and flung my sketchbook across the hall.

"What the fuck was that?" I asked myself, "Now she'll hate you for sure, you idiot!" I the quickly picked up my sketchbook and tore out the picture from today before running to my room and putting the drawing with the others. I had quite the collection but no one could ever see them. A tear rolled down my face. What was I doing? The only person I had been remotely interested since I'd been here probably hated me now. I was worthless. I needed to do it. I hadn't even thought about doing it since I'd arrived in Japan but I needed now. Making my way to the bathroom I found my knife, rolled up my sleave and made 2 neat cuts across my wrist crying whilst doing it, I was about to do a third when I heard something downstairs. I didn't need this now. Gripping the knife, I headed downstairs not caring if the intruder saw the blood gushing from my cuts. I was beyond that today.