TJ PovI woke up still laying by my baby side ,we've been arguing a lot and I never loved a girl this much dawg I swear on my life I gotta go back to the trap today n I'm not taking mair no where near that shit so I got in the shower and did all that good stuff brushed my teeth wash my face put on lotion and deodorant hen I put on a orange polo shirt with light blue jeans and my retro 11s I then brushed me temp fade and fixed my curls and put on my gold chain I then sprayed on some Cologne then climbed on top of Maira kissing her neck "baby wake up"I say in her neck"Rd Rd"she says getting up walking to he bathroom and I hat the shower turn on after about 29 minutes u hear it turn off and her brushing her teeth she comes in here with her towel wrapped around her and her hair in a messy bun she brushes past my dick with her ass looking for some clothes "keep playing and I duck ya Virgin ass right in this floor "I say biting my lip"all talk"she says slipping on some pink cheeky panties with black tight and a cream bra she then puts on a a blue crip top and grabs her slides she left here last time "cmon take me home I need to get my life together he nods and he locks up the house and he drops me off home within 10 minutes "I love u baby"I say smiling "I love u more sexy"he says smiling also"I am not Tf cute I look a mess"I say "not to me ,give me kiss baby I gotta handle some business"he tells me I roll my eyes and peck his lips and walk out the car"ard remember that"he tells me not pulling off until I get in the house safely once I got in I locked the front door and saw my mom sitting there I just walked past her I'm still mad about my"dad"situation once I got upstairs in my room I lotioned up and put on deodorant I then put in my face wash after that I took my hair down from that kinky curly bun and did my edges even tho they naturally laid after that I tucked one my right partied my hair with less hair behind my ear since I have a side part and it was in the right side part after that I washed the stuff off my ace and my ace was clear and clean I then put on eyeliner under my eye then some mascara after that I put on a burgundy "99"shirt on with some I then out on highly rise dirty light blue ripped skinny jeans my timbs my Nixon white watch my white gold bracelet lighting struck silver earrings and a silver blinged out ring after that I ate some pictures and post some on ig and send some to my baby boy phone after I did all that I walked in to amari room and she wasn't there "WHERES AMARI"I yell so my mom could hear me "I'm her room"I then panicked "mom no Fr where is she at "I said being so serious "she's at her grandmom House calm down "I walk downstairs and go sit on the couch "mair how u feel if we meet up with ya dad tonight at dinner"I look around "oh u got a new child name we where they at"I ask being sarcastic "no Fr I'm serious "she says "mom I dnt care at all he dnt got nun to explain to me but he left me it's no explication why u leave ur child point blank period"I say getting frustrated "listen ur dad is gonna explain"she says defunding him "oh u talking up for my "dad"now "mom"kaleah basically took care of me if u wanna get technical o don't need none of y'all I'm sick of this shit"I say in tears "SaMaira Lorè smith one who the fuck are u cursing at 2 u going to that fucking dinner 3 I raised your disrespectful ass"she says "not disrespectful "I say walking up the stairs it was only 5 pm I need my boyfriend rn I call him and he picks up after 3 rings
"Hello"he says into the phone "babbbby"I say whining "yes what's wrong" "I miss u so much"I tell him "I miss u too but u just saw me this morning"he says "wya"I ask "leaving from the trap" "Mmm"I say irritated "what u doing tonight "he asks me"meeting my so called dad"I say and there was silence "damn"he says "Yupp I don't even wanna go like how do u leave me for 16 years and then just try to slide back in,like do u know how many nights I cried for that fucking man like cmon now fuck bull"I say getting irritated over again"just give him a chance baby maybe it's for a reason"he says "mmk"I say not really in for it "Ima pick u up tmar babe I love you"he says "okay love u more "I then hang up the phone
"SAMAIRA GET READY"ny mom yells up the stairs I should go just like this but I'm not dumb I strip down and put my clothes in the dirty clothes basket then I put a Binet on my head then hop in the shower after 25 minutes I hopped out I put all black underwear and then I put in a black lash crop top with mesh a white stretchy flared skirt that stopped a little above my knees my Nike Air Force 1 ultra force leather black smoke sign and sole the rest all white then u wore some pearl earrings with a white silver heart necklace with a diamond in the middle I put my colorful case on my iPhone 6s I did a cat eye with nude lip gloss then I took my bonet off and put it in a nice neat high pony tail it was so cute with that nice ass Brazilian after that I went downstairs and was waiting for my mom she came out her room with her short cut curled up top and the rest finger waved with a white fitted dress with a gold buckle and black red bottoms I rolled my eyes and I started heading out the door to black 2016 jeep and got in after about a 40 minute car ride to a fancy ass restaurant I got out and we sat at the table with a tall brown skin curly haired hazel eyed buff man I sat down in the other side from him and I picked up my menu and Started looking for food I saw a chowder soup and mucels then I got some steak with mash potatoes and the lady came and took my order "soo"my mom says "sooo"the man says "what"I say with a bad attitude "SaMaira fix ya attitude "my mom says "u know I can call a uber or my boyfriend to leave right?,so don't even try me right now "I'm really not in the fucking mood "well that's ya dad"she says "that ain't my daddy shid ion got no dad ain't no man ever been in my life but the one I got now"I say rolling my eyes "listen I had to leave y'all I didn't want y'all to get hurt people was on my head and was looking for u so I can just be broken so I had to go all the to Georgia to get away from it all"he says "bye boy,that's not a good enough excuse to leave me for 16 years,16!!,tf I'm basically grown I got two moe years and I'm out ,u think u can just come crawling back in my life and say oh I had to leave yea u had to leave for the other family u think I didn't see all them letters n messages you left me for 16 years YEARS not days or months "I say in tears he just looks me in my eyes and I had his hazel eyes "I'm sorry baby girl,I'm truly sorry,I didn't kno how I could leave u for anybody or ya beautiful sister ,she's on her way"he says "good cause I need my sister "I say then she walks in with a white dress that's fitted and stops below her knees with a jean shirt tied around her waist with her curly Brazilian and her white hurachies she comes and sit next to me and hugs me and kisses me on my forehead "how u doing baby girl"she asks me "good I say hugging back I ain't seen her in like a week she's been on campus for s little "this mf here "she says rolling her eyes Ik she bout to snap"y'all should've had the shit at a house cause ya bitch boutta go crazy"she says "watch ya mouth and we rented it out"she looks around "pussy who u talking to u left my sister for mf 16 years nigga n ain't call or ext or nothing u fucking bitch nigga I'm 19 years old and u got the nerve to tell me to watch my mouth 1 u dnt fucking know me 2 u ain't my mf daddy nigga u ain't been there since mair was born u fucking idiotic ass nigga ,FUCK YOU"I look at my mom and she's crying hard as shit I just start crying too like bad I hear my phone ring then kaleah a and she answers it I hear my baby voice
"Where my girl"he asks her she puts the camera on me with my eyes red and tears running down my face I grab her phone and walk outside "what's wrong baby "he asks me "my nom is a fucking idiot my dad is a Dh he think he can just crawl back in my life n shit like no fuck outta here dawg I'm really boutta stab the shit outta him like wtf"I say in tears "baby give him a chance I mean if I had one wish it would be to meet my parents ,n I would want u to be with me but u need to give him a chance"he says "ugh only because I love u cutie"I say "man I love u too "he says smiling showing them pearly whites under his braces "damn u sexy as shit"I mumble "yea yea get back in there and talk to him "Rd baby love u"I say "love u too"he says then the call ends and I walk back I there and hand kaleah the phone and sit next to her "listen I don't need nobody in life tbh idc to have a dad I didn't have one for 16 years and I don't need one so what we here for"I say "I just want to be in your life"he says then my food arrives I start grubbing and he clears his throat "clearly they don't want me in they're life talia"he says kissing her cheek getting up and leaving "Welp"I say then start eating again"I'm very disappointed in y'all,how y'all gon do that to y'all dad like that at least he wanted to be in y'all lives again"she said "mane mom I'm sick of this shit go fuck him again have another baby and then he leaves again and comes back for another one did u not notice u a recycle bin to him "kaleah says snapping I drink my lemonade shot Beyoncé always told me just sip my lemonade "kaleah u might be fucking 19 but u not that fucking grown to be cursing at me n shit"she says "well mom u just started treating us food u been like dad till u had amari so dnt act like u all fucking innocent SaMaira lets fucking go "kealeah says"hold up I'm need this for to go the waitress brings me a box and I put all my stuff in there and I get a strawberry cheesecake to go to after that we got in her car and left I told her to take me to TJ house and I got the key from under the mat and went in then closed the door behind me after that when I was heading upstairs I hear giggling from TJ bedroom n I went in there and it was him and this girl in there she was a light bright with green eyes and long curly hair she had on white jeans and dashiki with sandals I drop the food and tie my hair in a bun And lace me sneaks up "who tf is this"I ask TJ "chill mair it's my bestfriend "TJ says "bestfriend"I say scrunching my nose up"umm hi"she says nicely "ain't no bestfriend so she either get out or I get out "I say "mair Fr like u cant never ducking chill she ain't do shit to u tf is wrong with ya stuck up ass "he says "T it's cool she clearly dnt like me for no reason fan behavior"she says then TJ gets up "she ain't no fucking fan dawg"he says I hit her with a straight punch in her face "bitch who a fan "I ask her then she started swinging on me grabbing my sew in and shit I start punching her like she was a nigga the. Swung her to the floor throwing direct hits on top of her then TJ pulls me up and pins me to the wall"CALM THE FUCK DOWN SAMAIRA U GON GET YA SELF IN A WHOLE LOTTA FUCKING DRAMA I CANT HAVE ONE FUCKING FRIEND DAWG"he says "u damn right what u need a friend for and u got me "he says "exactly I got u so what I need to cheat for"he said "cause u want ya dick wet "I say being Fr every nigga want they dick wet n I dnt do that shit"mane"he says "yeaa"I say then the girl get up"thanks for fucking me tonight T"she says n walks out "TJ Fr"I say with glossy eyes "mair it's not like that"he says "pleaseeeee off of me I just wanna go home,I cried enough today got hurt enough I'm just done"I say silent crying "SaMaira please stop"he says wiping my tears with glossy eyes "nah I'm done with this shit u fucking hurt me"I say trying to stay calm as possible ,"mair listen it was a slip up u not going nowhere man "he says"TJ please just let me go I dnt even wanna look at u"o say still crying he picks me up and I wrap my legs around him crying in his shoulder"I love u mair and I mean that""so y u cheat"ask him "it was I the moment babe " he says "listen u not gon have me out here looking dumb TJ "I tell him and his bids and kisses meThat was kinda long sorry 😘

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RomanceSaMaira been through things that nobody will understand to much drama will be in her life that she can or cannot handle TJ is a trap lord and he hopes SaMaira gives him a chance he has a hard past and his foster parents are gay will he find his real...