Untold Secrets. (Unedited)

Strangers & New Friends ?

'So uhm thanks for that back there uhm, are you going to leave me now wait haven't I seen you before you look really familiar?' looking closer at his perfect features,.

He looks down at me with a very straight forward face and says 'Nope, Don't think so' then turns away letting some more space between us, it kind of makes me feel kind of lonely even if I was carrying Lily in my arms, by now im sure she's really going to be hungry when she wakes up.

*hmm I wonder if I should make porridge* 

'So where do you live anyway stranger, I haven't seen you around here before?' I ask as we become closer to our house.

'Down towards there near the waterfall grounds, and yeah we just sort of moved in, and I saw your house when I was on top of the cliff and thought I might pop over and say hi plus my dad said to invite you to a house warming party this weekend' as he points towards the water grounds.

'I mean that's if your free, you don't have to come if you don't want to though?'

..."hmm I don't know, do you guys have a fancy code because I don't have much dresses , but ill think about it, anyway here's my stop soooo cyah' I smile goodbye as I walk into my house and don't turn back.

Deciding on making porridge or not I had just finished plopping Lily on the couch while she watches her cartoon shows well I make breakfast and school lunch's.

10 minutes later I see Dylan come out and gives me a huge cheshire cat grin and plops onto the counter.

' Hey where you been?'

'Outside to talk to the guy who moved into the house near the water falls, he invite us to go to his party' he smiles 'well can we?' as I put the cooking apron on. He puts a big grin on his face, I start to raise one eyebrow.

 'well can we go please, winters almost over then summers coming and it will be very hot Lauren'

I look at him well I pour the eggs into the pan

'ok ok fine whatever'

He runs around the counter and hugs my waist then runs off to get changed for school. We all finish up but mum hasn't come out of the room again,well she does but only to go to the bar, toilet shower nd bank for money to go buy beer nd get wadted with kasey, she's still sad about dad leaving her even though it was like 4 years ago

honestly I don't what mum loves in John (a.k.a my dad) he just gave her kids and left us with the treasure my great grandpa gave him without a goodbye or an answer to our questions why he left.

We were always such a loving family, I mean sure we were naughty sometimes but what family is perfect, we could've always changed.

He made the whole town feel pity for us when he left, so people made us feel worthless at times and would always burst with personal family questions.

*I mean what kind of man does that he was a fucking asshole. and why is our community town always so nosy.*

Anyway over the years I've just excepted that he left and carried on with it, sure sometimes bullies would get in my way about but I've always dealt with it on my own.

I shoved on a rolling stone jersey, black jeans, a beanie over my hair and last but not least boots to warm my feet during my walk to school also cant forget my scarf and mine and the kids lunch and their lunch money I got out of the bank from moms credit card. 

I leave some food glad wrapped on the table just in case if mom does comes out for a snack for once before she starts bawling her eyes out for him to come back again and when I mean Again I mean for like the 50th time .