What About Her?

Recently shes been thinking,

About these emotions; They're building up so gradually

Love, trust, hope

the ones that made her life worth living,

but they can become so much less in so little time,

Depressed, unhappy, destroyed.

the sad thoughts override the happy,

she's holding on to her happiness.

To everyone else she was happy, but in reality she was not,

sometimes a spark, a message, a thought,

would bring back that smile for just a while,

long enough for her to remember why she should be happy,

him.

She loved him, many others liked her,

but what happened to those friendships?

It was hard for her,

keeping it all untold,

like a mystery; without answers,

her story did not have an end,

neither sad nor happy,

for she is living in the present,

day to day she hopes for something different,

But that tells you something right?

she was broke, in need of help,

that help never came,

she helped herself,

helped to fix the broken pieces,

even if that meant loosing parts to her happiness,

but that didn't matter to her,

she couldn't have everything?

It wasn't fair on them,

their thoughts were wrong,

she loved them all,

all in different ways,

the best friend, the close friend, and him.

Who was he?; She loved him,

and what shocked her the most?

He. Loved. Her.

But where was she to turn to?

she wanted to be with him, there was just one problem; distance.

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