The Realizaion

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When I returned to Ohio, things got slightly better, I no longer wanted to die (thought it was still an occurring thought, just no where near as often) I just wanted to carry on as long as I could and at least try to make a life out of the pain. I had to reinvent myself, I had to accept the fact that the old life I had was very much dead. I received my phone back February 12th 2015. I instantly messaged both of them in attempts to fix things and was shot down. My dad was in Ohio this day, so I was staying with him. This was where I had the realization of what must be done.
  For the first time in my life, I was going to rise against everything I loved and longed for, I was going to let go of everything I couldn't change. I had to fall in reverse. I could no longer harbor this depression and hate for Zach Schilling. Me and Raymond Cooper were set and determined to rise above Liam Thompson and make him realize what he left behind. Never again would I be haunted by memories of caffeine, alcohol, crime, or heartbreak. This plan was having a hard time taking off, because I still had feelings for Aaliyah if I wanted to admit it or not.

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