10:00 :: bangtan

five

thursday
namjoon
1:59 am

namjoon twisted and turned on his bed, small beads of sweat formed on his temples. Whimpers and grunts escaped his mouth

namjoon saw the faces and the horror, he saw them screaming and crying at him. He saw himself he was so scared he wanted to help them but he couldn't.

He did this this, he caused all of this to happen. he was the reason for their despair, he was the reason for their death. he was the reason for their despair

he was trapped with all his nightmare's. He was trapped and he couldn't get out. They were there, they always were. A girl with a bloody slit on her neck, a plain white dress covered in crimson red, her face motionless almost haunting, cuts and bruises displayed on her bare skin appeared infront of him.
A haunting look on her face

"you did this, I'm not going to let you go" she whispered taking footsteps closer, each step namjoon took a step back. He was shaking in fear, he couldn't think straight. Namjoon wanted to shout then and there

"leave me alone!" namjoon said with a crooked voice slowly backing up until his back hit a cold wall

Namjoon panicked, his face pale white, sweat beads falling down from his forehead, fear in his eyes. She was now inches apart from his face, he got to see her blooded face up close

"never" she whispered quietly into his ear

"KIM NAMJOON WAKE UP" taehyung shouted while he shook namjoon uncontrollably. The tree boys were gathered beside their hyung who was whimpering and mumbling. Namjoon shot up from the bed with a terrified expression, like he had just seen a ghost, how ironic

"are you okay?" jungkook asked looking closer at his hyung with a worried expression

"no shit of course he isn't okay! he just woke up from a bad dream!" taehyung said hitting jungkook lightly on his forehead. Jimin on the other hand was soo worried for his hyung, he could see how scared and terrified he was, he wanted to talk to him about it

"It's a bad dream isn't it?" jimin asked moving closer to his hyung, putting a hand on his shoulder

"it seemed so real jimin! it's like they were talking to me"

"trust me, hyung I know what it feels like"