Kisses (Kagehina boyxboy YAOI)

I love you

KAGEYAMA P O V

My heart is pounding, and beads of sweat fall down my face

Practice is finally over. I take my towel and drape it around my neck

I leave before I can make any conversation with anyone

I know I'll get questioned for it tomorrow.
"Why are you acting like this?"
Or
"Quit being antisocial"

Okay last one isn't a question but they will give me hell
Especially considering this has been going on for a while

The reason?
Hinata

He drives me crazy every practice!!! No-
every time I see him!

No- it's not because he pisses me off,
It's because he turns me on

I know it sounds crazy but that idiot does things to me that are hard to explain

Yep reaaaaally hard

I mentally hit myself
No wait..
I did it in real life too

I swallow down massive amounts of water and think about my problem

Okay-
So I've been dealing with this for how long now? Maybe a few months. And it's been how intense? Yeah- lets not even go into that. My fantasies are even making me feel dirty once I'm done with them...

I bet he's never even looked at me in that way

I groan at the thought

Well... Maybe I could...
No that sounds perverted.... But..
It could work?
Maybe I could....
Make him think that way???

Uuuugh who am I kidding? How would I do that?? He's got his mind on volleyball too much to even care...

But maybe I could become the number one thing on his mind...
I know he's the number one thing on mine..

Alright I'm done fighting it

I'm going to tell him as soon as I can

That'll surly get him to notice me... Right?
Right.

The next day comes by
And I'm lucky because there's another practice

Throughout the entire thing. I can't help but not be focused
I got Hinata on my mind and it's driving me crazy

I'll be lucky if I don't get a hard on during practice

Finally it's over and I look around to find Hinata
I'm going to fucking do it
I'm not even embarrassed anymore
Cause I have a plan.

He goes outside the school and I follow

I see him slide down a wall and sit down- he looks tired as hell.

"Hinata"

His head swings around with wide eyes

"Oh. Hey kageyama-"

"We need to talk"

A confused expression washes over his face
He looks around
"Now?"

"Yes now"

"Like right now??"

"YES! Do you have a problem with that, dumbass???"

"Who you callin dumbass...."

"Obviously you"

He growls slightly and looks away

"Anyway,"

Great way to start a confession off

"... I don't know how to start this..."

Hinata looks at me- he looks intrigued now- even somewhat worried looking

"Kageyama? Are you okay?"

"Yes I'm okay-"
I inhale deeply then sharply exhale

I step closer to where he's sitting
His eyes following me

"I like you"

His eyes widen but then he smiles
"Yeah I like you too, we are good frie-"

"No- more than a friend"

Now his amused expression drops and he looks at me with wide eyes and an open mouth

"I love you"

He looks really surprised- maybe even confused

"Your lying"

"WHAT?! NO-"

"Your joking?"

"I'm not joking, dumbass"

I kneel down to stare at him directly in the eyes
His head moves back a bit- hitting the wall behind him

"I swear I'm not..."

"You're.... You're lying... I don't believe you"

"Then I'll make you believe me"

"Huh?!-"

I place my hand on the back of his neck and pull him near me-
Our lips connect
I press into his lips fiercely- while he is stiff and not kissing back- his hands are placed on my chest- at the moment I can't really even tell if he's trying to push me away

I release after about only 5 seconds

His face is completely red
"Whu-ah-what was- kageyama?!?! What the hell was that?????"

"Me proving a point"

He stares at me with questioning and startled eyes

I walk off without saying another word.

Let the convincing begin

I'll get you to think about me, Hinata

Trust me