The past two months have been a huge rollercoaster. I knew it's dangerous and that I'm risking my life... but I still went on it.
For every actoin there is a consequence that follows. We may try to escape from it but it will catch us sooner or later. I've changed. Hopefully for better.
He's gone from my life. I don't know if i should be glad or not... But i think it was time for him to go.
It's not like he was planning on staying anyway.
He used to be the highlight of my every day.
Then things got worse and and everything just turned into a downward spiral.
Now, i honestly wish i never met him.
It's only caused trouble... no good...
From now on i will focus on myself more and on my education. Get good grades, and move away from here. Somewhere... where no one knows me. A fresh start. A clean page in the book. We'll all need that at one point in our lives.
We can't live our lives in fear and despair. Because that's not really 'LIVING' our lives. That's being a ghost who walks the earth.
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