Many days passed of my college life...
Everything was fine, the same old sweet and naughty fights, lovely arguments and everything would be alright in just one smile..
Unlike other love stories,we never exchanged gifts chocolates or letters. But some day because of situations she had to leave the city for three days and so she did. And while she left she gave me a letter and asked to me read or open it after she leaves. And agreeing to her i read it the next day after she left. I donno why i was numbed tears rolled upon.
Letter contained-
"He stole my heart away. I never cared to think of anything else except him. My day wouldn't be complete without seeing him. He seemed to be everywhere. Even when i close my eyes i found him. My family which is the bestest always tired to keep me cheerful still something was incomplete. I had many things to share but whenever you were in front i forget all of them. I dreamt of many things but i knew they werent possible. My happiness gets more when i shared to him. I daily sleep thinking that i get my dreams come true. He could do anything like anything to just get a smile on my face and i love to irritate him at this times. His actions make me believe that he loves me more than himself"
rR- Truely i was on cloud nine thinking that she loved me to sickness. Ritz came back and i just hugged on seeing her. Same thing days doesnt wait and exams ahead days end,college ends. Normally we had to give our exams at 10 .AM. But i used to be there at 8 AM with my buddy and had fun along with studies. And at the time when i entered the class i found ritz already inside and questioned her why was she so early and she said even she was there at 8. Because her sister too had exams which started at 8 and even she accompanied her. And i asked her to spend time with him from the next day at the morning. But the next day i kept on waiting and she wasnt there. I was raged and started punching on the wall which was the worst habit of mine. I had no interest in attending my exam and was about to leave but my buddy consoled me and i gave my exam. And when i met her i asked her and she said "Am sorry. I couldn't come down. And i couldn't control my anger and screwed her heavily and she was in tears. I doubted her to be changed who dint love him anymore. But she said she was the same. He is mistaken. Then i realized that i couldnt force her to give me the priority. And decided to apologize her. And she asked me sorry and gave me another letter which was my life's second letter.
And the letter was of this kind.
Ritz- "I love you the same as i always did. I'v grown more mad at you. Even if you think that i'v changed then give me a break il get back to the same ritz. Even i wanna stay hangout with you. But situations just dont make them happen. I cannot fulfill all of your wishes but i can always keep you happy. Il try my best to fulfill all your wishes but give me some time. You are more important than everything that i have. As you starve to talk to me even i do. I just dont express. Just dont be upset if you wanna see me happy. And i say it again i loved you and i love you and il keep loving you."
- rR
