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*TRIGGER WARNING* and *BAD LAGUAGE*
the phone was ringing over and over my mom finally answered "mom come home"i screamed crying she hung up and rushed home when she got home she asked me what was wrong i kicked open the door of lola LOOK I screamed. My mom looks and falls to ground i go next to her and gently sit on the floor and hugging her while i have tears falling down my cheek.After, what seemed like forever we got my sister out of the rope and laid her on bed i grabbed all the bracelets and put them on mine under the bracelet there was cuts and i saw blades everywhere.i cried even more.my mom finally calls the police and tells them what happen i look outside in tears and see the flashing light of the ambulance and police cars.They rush in my house and they didn't let me see her i saw her bracelets on my wrist and in my head heard my sister going Kylie its gonna be ok. I'm currently siting on my porch crying my eye out i see a shadow looking down at me i look up its a boy that sees me crying and he hugs me and says"hi I'm a police guards son are you ok?"
"No, I miss my sister" I replied tears falling down my cheek. "here's my number! call me" he said. They took my sister in the ambulance and i felt horrible inside. We got in the ambulance my mom trying desperately calling my dad but he wouldn't answer. while that was happening i was holding my sisters pale white soft hand crying feeling like i have nothing to live for. After, a couple of minutes the doctor walks in and says " I'm sorry lola is dead" i drop to the ground and cry even more. They told us we had to leave i felt like it was all my fault. We got home and i hear my dad "WHERE THE FUCK IS MY DINNER"he screamed.I run in my sisters room and go in her bed and sit in the corner crying i just hear my parents screaming about what lola did and then my dad screams " WTF ARE KIDS ARE FUCKING STUPID I DON'T WANT THEM IN MY LIFE" he screamed and bangs the door. I start thinking its my fault all my falut i dont desve anything here i go look at a box in my sisters snap i found a sharp metal sharpener blade and take in go back on the corner of her bed tears falling slowly down thinking if i should i slowly cut myself see the blood flowing down my my wrist it started by one and started to be 10 in one night i hear my mom coming i grab a tissue clean the blood put the blade and tissue in the box.
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