Unexpected Blessings of Love (ManxMan)

CHAPTER 10

CHAPTER 10

Hi guys! New chapter is up for read. I know it's quite soon but I had some free time in my hands, so here it is. The chapter is quite short so please bear with me.

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(PICTURE)----------> Trevor's sisters Piper and Shay. Aren't they gorgeous!!!! ^_^

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TREVOR

It has been two weeks since I first met Rory that Friday. I haven’t heard anything from him nor has he heard anything from me. Since that Sunday night when I had my epiphany or realization or whatever you want to call it, I couldn’t get myself to call or even text him. There were so many times I got so close to call him and to hear his voice. I have been craving to touch him, to feel his touching me, to see those beautiful cerulean eyes of his, to kiss his light pink plump kissable lips, to have him again in my bed, to have his sexy little body under me or on top of me. My God I missed him. I really missed him. I really did.

But I was a coward. I have been having so many second thoughts and doubts about being with Rory. Most of the time I just thought that this would only be a phase like what happens to so many people when they have attractions towards people of the same sex; I of course thought the same.

What irked me  was not that I had feelings for Rory, or that he was a guy. That ship had long left the port and sailed away. Although, I would be lying if I said it didn’t bother me because at times it did. Like I said before this might just be a phase, but sometimes it didn't; it just felt right. See, what did I tell you. You don’t have to tell me twice that I’m a coward, that I’m not a man brave enough to face his fears because I felt it all the time.

But, what bothered me the most instead was the thought that Rory might not feel the same as I am. That scared me the most. My fragile and little ego as a grown and masculine man couldn’t take that. It would hurt me so much that this time even my little Ally and Sebastian, my niece and nephew, couldn’t get me out of my depression and funk.

Well, I did have a sit down and talk with my sisters. I needed their opinions and input. I also needed their advice. I would be lying big time if I said I wasn’t afraid that they would find me disgusting and didn’t want to have anything to do me anymore. I was scared shitless to think that i'd be even more lonely if my family and friends couldn't handle the fact that I wanted Rory.  Fortunately for me, what happened instead surprised me. To say I was shocked was an understatement. I was beyond shock.