A/N:pssst you should listen to the song while reading the story...^.~
One person, can make you turn as cold as ice in so many ways. Can make you want to throw up of so much anger you are holding in. The fact that you can't do anything to that person to leave you be, is so frustrating. Makes you want to scream until you take your last breath. This is the story of a girl named Elyszia Kai. It all started with her mum starting to ignore her. Sure, it sounds like no big deal huh? But... it wasn't, her mother meant everything to her... however, she wasn't her mother's world. Ely, as most call her, was not understanding why that was happening. She had supported her mother for as long as she could remember. Obviously at times she had her moments of a hot-headed teenager and just couldn't take it anymore, so she would talk back, sass her mother, yell at her, etc. You name it, she had anger issues, so it wasn't easy to control herself. She thought that maybe she was also bipolar? But she doubted that as well. However the case was, there wasn't anything wrong with her, though she thought there was. She was called fat by her mother, and many other things that are unacceptable, but she thought her mother did it for her own good.
×_¤Flashback×_¤
"If you just lost a little bit of weight, you'd look better honey. Look how thin I am! It's amazing that at the age I am, I manage to be this skinny...don't you think?" She turned to me and I stopped sucking in my belly. "Am I pretty though mum? I know you're right, since you're my mother, but how much do you think I'd have to lose? You know, to be prettier..." She smiled warmly at me and I smiled back worried. "Honey, you look fine, but just a little here." She pushed in the bottom of my belly and smiled again. "There you go, see? Much better right?" She started to laugh softly and stared at me. "Look how beautiful you look Elyszia, I did well..." She said while pulling my hair softly to my right shoulder.
×_¤Back to Present×_¤
This had been going on for such a long time she believed it. Every word, every second, of every word...she believed it. When she was 14 years old, she pulled out a family album and looked through her pictures, and noticed how thin she really was all those years... and now she was a bit heavy. She always thought she was still the same weight, but now noticed that she was a little overweight... "I'm beautiful though... I hope.." she whispered to herself through uncontrollable tears of agony and distress.
You see, this is what happens when you don't know the true weight of your own words. You can torment someone with such little actions, and when that person has had enough..... you better run.
