Don't fly away again ( BTS vmin ff)

Prologue

  *Tae tae is 13 in that time such as jimin I don't know the age of the others in that time I'm not in the mood to do maths now XD  *

                                                               Taehyungs p.o.v.

"Please stop it ! I haven't done anything to you guys !" I begged . "You have done something to us Taehyung ! You make us feel sick with your uglyness !" the boy infront of me ( who was the leader of the group) said . "No please not again !" I screamed . The boy was about to punch me when someone was holding him back . "Haven't I already told you to fucking STAY AWAY FROM TAEHYUNG? !" I heared a familiar voice screaming . The voice belonged to Chim Chim ( my crush).  Actually his real name is Park Jimin but I call him Chim Chim 'cuz I think it's cute . " S-sorry w-we forgot . We won't do it again " the boys said and runned away . I looked up to Chim Chim . "Are you alright? " He asked worried . " Y- yeah I'm alright . Thanks for helping me again . I owe you something " I said blushing a bit . He helped me up . "Hey do you want to come to my place today ? My friends will be there too !" I asked him hoping him to agree. "Hmmmm ... Will Jungkook be there too ? " he asked . "Of course ! He is my best friend " I replied . " Okay then " he agreed . I smiled happily . " See you at 3p.m. at my place then " I waved as I walked over to my class . " Ok see ya' " he replied  smiling . I was so happy he'd come over to my place today again . The only thing that was bothering me was that whenever I asked him to hang out with me he'd always only agree if Jungkook would hang out with us . Are they maybe secretly dating ? No that can't be Kookie is my best friend . He knows that I have a huge crush on him . He'd never date him . 

" And then - Hey are you guys even listening to me ? " I asked angrily . All of my 5 friends shook their head .  "Yeah of course " Jin answered with an ovious bored voice . I just noded sadly . If you want to know who my 5 friend are :  

~Kim Seok Jin 

He is the oldest in my friend group . We became friends because we are neighbours .

~ Kim Nam Joon 

We became friends  because he is the best friend of Jin . 

~Min Yoon Gi 

He just appeared one day and since then we became  friends . 

~Jung Ho Seok 

His father is the owner of my favorite ice cream shop . One day I met him and we became friends .

And last but not least my best friend 

~ Jeon Jeong Guk

We know each other since kindergarden . We are like brothers and we can tell each other about everything . 

I don't know why their acting like this since a few months now . They usually had alot fun with me but since a few months now .If you wanna'  know it exactly 3 months they've been acting wired whenever I was with 'em . It's like their having fun but only without me . The wired thing is that Chim Chim met them  for the first time 3 months ago . But I don't think that he is the reason for their acting . He's way to friendly , nice , charming and urgh I can talk years about how handsome he is . One in all he would never be the reason . The doorbell awaked me from my short daydream . I knew who it was . I opend the door quickly to see Chim Chim infront of me with a cute smile on his face . " Chim Chim " I said excited and hugged him . He softly hugged me back . "Come in " I said and walked back into the livingroom.I could feel how the moods of the 5 boys changed when  Chim Chim entered the room . I tried to ingnore it and tried to have fun . It was hard for me to have fun since nobody really kept attention on me . 

After a while I noticed that Chim Chim and Kookie weren't in the room anymore so I went looking for them . 

"yes " I whispered to myself when I finally saw Kookie in my room . I entered the room . "HI-" I stopped when I saw Kookie and Chim Chim kissing . My heart broke in millions of pieces . A tear left my eye . It din't take long and more and more tears followed . " Kookie how can you . I thought you are my best friend " I said heartbroken .  " Taehyung ! You are such a fool ! You really think I really have ever been your friend ? After I have heared what your true personality is like I didn't want to be your friend anymore" Jungkook laughed . "Th-then why didn't you just tell me instead of hurt me like this ?! You fucking knew I have a crush on Chim Chim !" I  said . " Taehyung ! Don't you get that I tricked you ? I only have been nice to you to meet  Junjun " he said annoyed . "Oh that's how it is . GET OUT OF MY ROOM ! NOW!" I screamed and pointed at the floor . They walked out of my room while laughing . I walked into the living room seeing that the other 4 boys standing at the door ,ready to go out . That was the moment when I noticed everything . Chim Chim hasn't just stole me Kookie he also stole me my other 4 friends . " You too ?" I asked sadly . "Yeah" Hoseok replied . "Why ? " I asked . "Cuz when we met Jimin we realized how stupid you are . " Suga said . "But-" I couldn't finsh the sentence because of Namjoon who was interrupting me . " Wake up Taehyung ! You never where our friend . You are an ugly piece of shit ! We'd all be very pleased if you die . You are fat, ugly, untalented , everybody bullies you wherever you go . You are a shame for this world . Right ? " everyone nodded . "BYE" they said before they left . 

I broke down . My whole life was a huge lie . I'm worthless . I'm a shame . I really should just go and die. It wasn't Chim Chim's fault for them to be hating me . It's my fault for being alive.