Don't fly away again ( BTS vmin ff)

Chapter 3

                                                                             Taehyung's p.o.v.

There I was . Standing in the bathroom . I was about to do it again . Yes I was about to punish myself again . The last two months passed so fast .I can't explain you how the last 2 months have been . It was a mixture of ..... horrible and awesome . That's the only way I can explain it to you . It only has been awesome because  of Chim Chim .

                                                      Flashback 

"Taehyung please come to my office later . We need to talk about something " Bang Si Hyuk said and slaped my butt . I nodded .  He finally  left the room . I touched my butt on the place he just touched it . We where at the dance practice room. I looked at the others .  They haven't noticed it . I felt nervous, for some reason I didn't wanted to be alone in  a room with Bang Si Hyuk . Why ? Well, whenever he is near me he touches me at my private parts or near it and I don't like that at all . I don't know why he does that but I really don't like that . I mean who likes it if some 60 year old man touches your private parts . None . Only because I'm useless doesen't mean that you can just touch my private parts . I turned to the others . "Guys don't you think Bang Si Hyuk is wired ? " I asked them . "No why ?" Jin replied . " You know I don't really like to get touched at my private parts ..." I said . Everybody looked at me . "He touches your private parts ?" Kookie asked . "Yeah" I said and scratched my neck . "Maybe he's just joking a bit." Namjoon said and stood up . I nodded "Maybe.." I whispered to  myself. 

I was about to be in a room with Bang Si Hyuk . Alone . I was very nervous and afraid . What is if he kicks me out of the band ? ......I want to stay with Chim Chim..... although he's never going to be mine.... but just his smile in the morning can light my day up a bit .  I knocked at the huge expensive looking black door . "Come in " he said loud enough so that I could hear it . I slowly opened the dor and entered the room . "Hey Taehyung there you are !" Bang Si Hyuk smiled at me . I smiled back . "You wanted to talk to me about something . ?" I asked . "Yeah . Yeah . Just sit down here " He pointed at the black leather couch which was standing in the cornor of the room . I nodded and sat down . He said right next to me. "So Taehyung " he started to say .He put his hand on my  tigh . " I wanted to ask you if like to play. " he asked and started to rub my tigh . My heart started to race . I didn't like what he did . "Y- yeah . I-i mean I really like to play video games with Yoongi and Hoseok " I answered  uncomfortable . He laughed . " Oh Taehyung you are so unskilled "  he came nearer and I moved away. "Y-yeah I know I'm not very good at singing " I said . "That's not what I meant " Bang Si Hyuk said and suddenley lifted me up and put me down at the floor . "W-what are you doing?" I asked scared . "shhh" he said and started to kiss my neck . "N-no stop it " I tried to escape from him but I was to weak . "Come on I know you've also been waiting for this moment " he said with a deep vouce . "N-no ! Stop it " I said and tried to escape another time . It was hopeless . Help! .  He touched me on my private parts before he pulled down my Jeans .. "No" I said . "TAEHYUNG ! " he shouted angry and slaped my cheeks . My eyes where about to let out a tear . Chim Chim ! If you can hear me . I need you. He was about to pull down my pants when the door suddenley opened. Bang Si Hyuk stood up as fast as he could . I heared a gasp . Wait I knew that gasp ... Chim Chim ?!?!?!.... He walked into the office . "How can you ! You PERVERT!" Chim Chim shouted angrily  and hit Bang Si Hyuk's nose as hard as he could . I stood up and pulled on my jeans before I ran twoards Chim Chim while tears where streaming down my cheeks . He pulled me close to him . He left the building with me . "Taehyung ... are you alright ?" he asked softly  " Chim Chim ... I was so afraid ....  I didn't want this to happen " I cried more than before . He pulled me close to him again. "Shhhhh . It's allright you are save  as long as I'm with you he's not going to do anything to you ever again . I promise ." He said caring. I pulled him closer to me . "promise ? " I asked to make sure if he really meant it . "Promise !" he said and smiled at me with a caring smile that made me melt faster than any ice cream in the summer . After a while he raised his voice again . "Hey you wanna' get some ice cream ? " He asked . Did he try to cheer me up ?"Yeah !" I  cheered . "Let's go then ." He replied 

                                                  Flashback end .

The moment with Chim Chim was awesome . It reminded me at the times when I was younger whe  he used to protect me .  Does he maybe like me ? No way ! How do I even come to thoughts like this ? Stupid ! Nobody can like someone like me ! 

I'm worthless .