Feel Alive

Red Note

I opened my eyes and felt Damien's breath on my neck, he had fallen asleep next to me. "Good morning" i said and he opened his eyes.

He lit up when he saw me awake. "How are you feeling Andrea?" He said and i sat up "we should probably head down to the mess hall" he nodded and helped me out of bed.

As i walked with Damien to the mess hall all i could think of was my mom. We went to our separate tables and i couldn't help but think about the way i just sat there while she was dragged away to the white room.

I looked over at Damien and he looked at me with his ice blue eyes. He began silently asking me if i was okay with his lips. I faked and nodded.

After Breakfast i walked back to my room and checked my notes in my mail box. I began shaking and i fell to my knees with a red note in my hand. I felt there was no need to open it because i already knew what it would say.

Red notes are the notes people send to the family's informing them that the family member had passed away into the next life.

I looked at the note in my hand. I knew my mom wasn't strong enough, she didn't make it out of the white room. I began slowly crumbling the red note between my thin sweaty fingers.

At this point the only thing i had to live for was Damien. I walked through the dark halls and my feet stopped at his door. I knocked and he opened it for me.

"I should have been there i should have fought for her" i began to weep at his door, "Andrea what the hell happened?" He asked me hand brought me inside. "Lets leave i want to leave this place" i said as the tears lingering on my cheeks slowly dried and all i wanted was to avenge her death.