31 :: Phan

day 31

january 31st

dear diary,

i was holding on to him when he slipped away.

at first i stared blankly at him.

then i alerted the doctors.

they all came rushing in.

i stood there, numb.

then i began to shake with tears.

"he's the love of my life, he can't be gone," i sobbed.

i held on the ring that was hanging from my neck.

the attendees of his party rushed about 5 minutes later.

i excused myself and went to sit in the waiting room.

philip michael lester , 

my popcorn,

lion,

pancake

loving boyfriend has left this earth.