Stories

Crushed

 Sometimes, a person can get a crush on a boy. Maybe a girl. Maybe they are crushing on both, or someone with no gender at all. But, the thing that matters, is that they are crushing. 

 The crush, whoever it must be, can literally crush one's soul. Are you too ugly for them? Are you their type? It can make one very insecure about what they look like, how they do things, everything. Trust me, I know. 

 Another thing that hurts is when you either know, or have that feeling, that they would probably friend-zone you, whether you tell them you like them or not. The person could even be saying sweet things to you like that you are cute, or just in general could be flirting with you, yet you probably would have that feeling of, "HEY, THEY WOULD NEVER SEXUALLY OR ROMANTICALLY LIKE ME BECAUSE I AM A FREAKING POTATO THAT IS ALWAYS FRIEND-ZONED." (I always feel this, so don't feel alone if you feel this way ^_^)

 Yet,  that crush is probably going to be with you for a little while. Maybe for years, but you continue to hide it, hoping they will make the first move, or maybe you are like me, giving up any hope of anyone liking you back, or getting in a good relationship. Yet, you continue to crush on them. You could both be the best of friends, or maybe they are not sexually attracted to the gender you are (or personality). 

 The only thing I would say, is they probably either wouldn't deserve you like that (friendship, probably better and is of course much more important anyways), or maybe you should tell them. Look for signs maybe that say, "hey, you can tell them. They are not going to hurt you if they don't like you back, they'll be cool, and maybe they like you back." 

 To be honest, I am no expert, and I don't know why I wrote this. It just came to my mind to make something like this, so this probably sucks like hell, but  whatever. Sorry I guess, and I'll make sure to write better things and all ^_^ BAI!