CRUSH

Chapter 9 (IT WAS A LIE)

Well I can't forget this evening

Or

Your face was as you were leaving

But I guess that's just the way the story goes

You always smile but in your eyes

Your sorrow shows

Maria carey

Emma~~

As I entered into the bar, I saw
Justin was dancing happily.Neon lights shone dancers on dance floor. DJ was making his best. Loud active music was playing . Other teens were dancing like him.
Their dancing mode was on. Justin couldn't see me either , may be he was in his mood.

At that time,my head was spinning around and i became dizzy .My vision got blurry and eyelid became heavy than the normal time.I lost my mind and broke down on the floor .
I was no longer keep in touch with world .

Hey , how're you , I heard Justin'
voice

I tried to open my eye but it took a time

Easy , his sound looks worry

I opened my eyes finally. I was on a couch in a special room.

Classmates were staring at me.
They looked at me the way they are sorrowing about me .

Doctor said you was weak in mental condition .But no need no worry , he managed to say

I did no response to him .

'We are celebrating our brand new senior life. It is fantastic. I wanted you to participate too .I knew that you won't come if I say it is a party so I pretended I 've been arresting . I already knew that you was looking at me from your room so I pretended riding in a hurry . I never mean to hurt you , Emm , ' he carefully said .

Do you think it is a joke ?
Are you happy seeing me like
this ? Do you know how much i had been worrying about you a few minutes ago ? , I replied angrily .

Have you ever feel that your hands and knees are shaking , you can't even stand up rightly but you try your best to keep in calm and go to save your best friend ?? And Do you know that the feeling you realized that everythings you believed was a fake ? , as i cried and kept speaking .

You always like this !!You never feel from other people side .
You are selfish ' I told him without mean.

Classmates were strangely looking at me .

I was so furious and couldn't managed my mind pretty well.

As I told him , I run out of the room . I never excepted to happen like this .

'What a fool I have been,' i told to myself .He played me.I was such an idiot .

Why did I believed him , I blamed myself .

Suddenly I found that someone took my hand from the back .It was Justin.

What are you doing now ? Just dance .Just go to your dance floor and have fun . Don't follow me ,'
I scoffed him.

Let me explain Emm, he asked

You know I won't never hurt you, he added

No , you just made , I told back.

I saw sorrows in his eyes .

Do you know you much i get hurt after I realized the whole thing was fake ? , as I cried and said .

I'm sorry Emm !!I never meant it.
I know I shouldn't but I made you . All I want you is just to have fun . But I was wrong .
I don't want to say to forgive me but don't hurt yourself , he said quietly .He was about to cry.

At that time ,Nikki came between us and told me ,

" Don't be overacting . It's just for fun.We all made this for you. You to be happy .Not liying on your bed and imagining about the man who never be yours, " Nikki hit my point .

I was out of control and stared at her and said "Stay out of our business !Don't play boss around.
You know you 're nothing .You are just pretending knowing all the things .But actually ,you are not and you never was .
You're just such a bitch " , I told her in cold hearted way.

Her face got red and tried to slap my face .

Justin held her hand and took her away with him . She was shouting at me
' Bitch . F***k you ' .

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