If Only I had a Romeo.

Chapter 5 ~ First Kiss

His grip was firm. His eyes was fixed. His steps matched with mine. I dug my face in his chest..I didn't wanted him to let go of me. As we walked out the door, the screams started getting louder and louder.So, I clutched his hand tighter as I could.

"Dont worry! " He said as his nose brushed my forehead.He let out his breath on me, It was warm. I didn't utter a word. I was too scared. We kept on walking and flashes flew on our faces. God! I could hardly see anything because of the camera flashes coming to us from everywhere.The Gang members Joe and George got us in the crowd, the girls were screaming so loud. I almost went deaf, literally. Most of them were crying. Whenever I see'em crying I just want to hug'em. I can understand there love.. I was one of them few years ago.

I looked back to check on Hema and Niall, they weren't there. Where are they? I was just about to ask Harry about'em but George pulled Harry away from me.All I could hear was Harry telling me to stay calm and that he'll be back for me.His fingertips sliped from mine.The warmth of his body around me was gone, his smile was gone, his comforting words was gone ..all gone. I've never felt this alone ever in my life. I was with Joe in between the circle of fans, who were screaming all over my face. No one was there to hold me..not even to clutch my hands while I was facing one of my fears.I understand that the girls were going nuts over him. They were scartching, throwing things, pulling him. He needed to be in a more secure area but I needed him to secure me.My hero was gone.

Joe indicated me to keep my feet moving or otherwise he wont be able to help me to get crushed under the feets of these ladies.I wrapped my hands around my body, and started walking with the Joe. He was taking me more inside the crowd instead of the parking lot. what the F---?

"Where are we going?" I asked but practically screamed.

"To the place.." That's all he said. I kept on asking him repeatedly but he kept quite. I was getting frustrated. I looked behind to see any familiar faces but there was none. Girls, girls everywhere. I stood on my toes to look around but it was worthless. arrrrrrgghhh! I want to run away from here.. far far away. I hate the Harry who let his fingers slip from my grasp. My heart was crestfallen.

We reached a space where the area was secured and circled by baricades. The fans was standing behind them.The hollow space in between the crowd looked odd to me.

"where is Harry?"I asked to Joe. Harry was the only one thing that was ringing bells to me.

"You'll know!" He said and gave me a dead look.

He left me standing between the area which was circled by barricades with colorful lights on it. Why there is lights on the barricades? I thought. I was standing alone so I started talking to the fans!

"What is happening?" I asked to a girl who was screaming my name.

"You'll know" she answered and the rest of the girls giggled.That was the patent answer I got from every other fan I tried to ask. I felt awfully awkward standing alone in between the barricades like I m sorta' animal in a zoo.

After few moments later, I heard Girls started clapping in a rythem and started humming a song in unison. The second I could point out which song it was, someone showered me with few little soft rose petals from the behind. I smiled, I turned around to see who it was! It was LOUIS. what is he doing here? I saw him , he was wearing a t-shirt and denim. He was grining like an idiot. He is an idiot.

"What is happening?" I asked him all confused.

"Ask him" He said and spun me around towards guy with curly hairs on him..his green eyes was gleamed and he was Kneeling infront of me.

"HARRY EDWARD STYLES!" I shouted, "What are you doin?" I asked all confused.

"Doing what is right. What I should've done long time ago!" He said with heart warming smile.

Louis instructed the fans to keep quite and the obeyed. There was a complete silence.

"What are you talking about?" I asked. 

"I love you" He mumbled.

"What?" I didn't catch anything.

"I LOVE YOU! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU.." He shouted,My eyes went wide and his eyes glistened like the little lights glistening surrounding us. I gasped. I couldn't believe that "it" is happening! I didn't said a word.. I kept quite but my heart was screaming. I knew I've always been in love with this man for all this time ..and I didn't even noticed it.. How stupid I can be? 

I didn't made a sound, I looked around to see everyone. I saw Niall and Hema standing at the corner of the barricades, They are holding hands. I looked at them expression less, Hema pointed out at Harry and told me to say something.My head was numb and Harry's knees was getting numb with time. 

"Sheena, I m completely in love with you. I can't even spend an hour without you...I don't know what you are doing to me? You are always there in my mind.In my dreams, in the day,in the night, in the air..you are everywhere but you're not here with me ..in my arms.. where you should be!" He poured his heart out and Fans awed at him.His words pierced every bit inside of me. I couldn't speak, my knees felt weak. I was sure that I would collapse on the ground in any minute.The every word he said, I felt like I always wanted to hear..just from him and only from him.I melted immediately I saw his eyes .I was shievering in fear, in fear of love..that it can be this strong! 

"Babe, I never realised it..but I've always been in love with you.I was just afraid that if I ever tell you ..you'll run away..but I m not afraid anymore.. Please baby..let me be your last and your first kiss..because You are only one for me! I need you" He said with a wince in his voice. My eyes doused softly. 

I fall apart with every word he said.. My knees, my heart, my eyes weakned.My knees matched with his.

"Babby..Babby..Babby.." I stuttered. I held his head in my hands and kissed it.And then I rested my head on his forehead.

"I love you more than my life!" I expressed in 7 words.nothing came into my head.. I didn't know what else to say. I just wanted to stay in peace and wanted to drown in his eyes.

His eyes got wide and he sighed. He grabbed me by the waist any pulled me into him.we laid on the cold road. Before I could say anything, He smashed his lips on mine.The kiss was filled with passion and love.His lips was like silk, dripping milk.We pulled out.Everyone awed and hooted.All I could hear was whistles and claps and our shattered breathing.

It was my first kiss and he made it perfect. 

"Go get a room" Louis shouted from the behind and everyone laughed. Harry and I flushed red. Harry pulled me into an embrace. "SHUTUP! LOUIS" Harry shouted. 

Everything was perfect...more than perfect.

"Looks like Harry got his whore! man! she's so ugly" Somone from the crowd shouted.Everything stoped still. Harry's griped got more strong around me like he was protecting me. We both stood up, he looked furious. I don't even want to imagine how he was controlling his anger.. but the tears rolled down my eyes.. He wiped'em quickly. 

"Shhh..." He shushed and pulled me into an hug again. 

I couldn't stop my tears falling down...I didn't realised that earlier. I don't deserve a guy like him.

I ran away... far away from him.where he wouldn't find me..ever in his life.