Maybe I'm up so late thinking about "her" she knows who she is the girl that's always on my mind 24/7 365
Or maybe it's because I'm looking my demons I the eye
Maybe I'm fighting that depression because "she" is my reason to fight
Maybe I'm fighting the demon just so I can see "her" another day
Maybe... how many maybe are there
Sometime is pray that I can sleep I sit here crying and praying to god that I can sleep here I am at 5:33 all that's on my mind is "her" and how I'll see "her" soon
I can't stop thinking about what I'm gonna do
Or maybe these are things to help me sleep and the real thing keeping me awake is my demon
My demon that hates my guts that wants me dead that watches me waiting for the day he gets to take over
My demon I've kept locked up so long is rattling his cages and shaking the bars
The chains are becoming g loose and the locks are rusted he's getting free
But "she" made him new locks new chains new bars she sealed him away better than I ever could
These are the days that I miss her and need her thank god she possibly is giving me my chance at redemption
I took every precaution this time to make sure people will day out of our affairs I cleared everybody I talk to on social media except family and friends she knows or that won't do anything
I give her all my trust
I hope and pray that she will take me back and forgive me because I don't want to lose her I don't want more drama I miss her
