Chapter 5

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Ian's POV:
I decided on my answer to Anthony. It was lunch and  since I'm alone anyway I'll go put it in his locker now. I head to the hallway when Anthony started following me so I went into the bathroom so he would think I wasn't going to his locker. I walked in a stall and Anthony came in and went to a urinal after alittle he left. I waited a minute to make sure he wouldn't see me leave. I walked down the hallway to his locker. I opened it and tape the note to his backpack and the bell rang. I ran down the hall to get to fifth hour. Now all I have to do
is wait for him to respond which won't take long considering how much he wants to talk about this certain subject. I sighed and thought to myself "why did I kiss him? It felt so right but I know he didn't feel the same. Man I'm stupid." My thoughts were interrupted by the bell. I ran to my locker and opened it and the note was
There he checked yes. For some reason I smiled and placed the note on my chest. Why am I happy I don't want to talk about this yet. I took a deep breath and walked to class

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I was doing my homework when I heard the door bell ring. I opened the door and saw anthony. He had a black hoodie on and he had the hood up. I could tell he was avoiding eye contact.
"Anthony? Are you okay?" He slowly lifted his head and there was blood running down his face. I couldn't tell where it was coming from. I pulled him inside and took him to the bathroom and got the peroxide and a rag. I poored some peroxide on the rag and gently wiped the blood from his face. I found where the blood was coming from. He had a cut above his right eye.
"Okay Anthony I'm gonna have to put alcohol on it." I grabbed his hand.
"Squeeze my hand if it hurts." I gently put the alcohol on his cut and he instantly squeezed my hand and it hurt. I made a face and Anthony must have realized he was hurting me cause he wasn't squeezing as hard. I finished applying the alcohol and Put a bandage on it. I looked into his eyes and realized how beautiful they were.
"Anthony?" He smiled at me "yeah?"
"What happened?" His smile quickly turned into a frown. "I-I uh he hit me with a beer bottle than disowned me I have no where to go Ian." He broke down crying so I hugged him tightly. We sat there hugging for awhile till he broke the silence.
"Ian can we talk about what happened the first time I spent the night here?" I sighed "if you want anthony." We pulled apart and he smiled at me. We walked to my room and he sat on my bed and patted the space beside him telling me to sit down. We sat there in silence for a little till I finally said something.
"Anthony look I'm so..." I was cut off
"Ian you don't have to apologize." I looked over at him.
"Yeah I do Anthony, your not gay and I knew that and I just kissed you. You have all rights to be mad." He smiled than started shaking his head and laughing.
"Do you really think I'm mad Ian?" I looked at him with confusion. "What do you mean your not mad I kissed you?" He laughed again now I'm really confused. "Yes I was surprised and no I'm not gay but when you kissed me it felt right Ian. I dont know if you felt it but there were sparks flying Ian." Of course I felt the sparks I just didn't want to say anything about it. "Anthony I don't know why you would feel sparks." He frowned " why wouldn't I?" I looked at the ground. "Because I'm an ugly and fat and gay." I stood up and ran to the bathroom and locked the door. I opened the left cabinet and found my hidden razor blade and made six small incisions in my wrist. I lie down on the floor when I heard a knock at the door then I heard Anthony say "Ian please open the door your scaring me." I crawled to the door and unlocked it. He opened the door and walked in he saw the blood on the floor then grabbed my wrist. I could tell he was shocked.
"Ian why?" I started to cry.
"Because every day I hear people whisper about how ugly I am and them calling me faggot. Now I know its true." I stood up and lifted my shirt and looked in the mirror.
"See I'm fat, I'm ugly and I'm gay. The scars prove everything." Anthony walked over to me and pulled my shirt down.
"Ian your perfect the way you are. Your amazing and" he paused and walked away. I followed him back to my room.
"Anthony what were you saying?"
He turned around and sighed.
"Ian your beautiful and I never realized this before but your everything to me." I started to blush and he walked up to me. He stared at me then pressed his lips on mine.

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Fifth chapter complete. Yay my first ianthony fanfic.

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