Love and trap money

5 Years strong

I meet Rashard on the block 5 years ago I was outside playing and he walked over where I was lol at the time I was 12 and he was 14 but he walked over and he was like wassup and I started giggling he said lemme do that I said do what he said make u smile and he grabbed my hand and we took a scroll around the block talking getting to know each other every night we would lay on the ground talking for some young kids we were hella good at expressing our feelings he told me everything I mean everything on the first day like he knew we were gone be forever a week later his mom died ever night he cried on my should I felt so bad and I was so young I didn't know what to do so I tried my best to comfort him after a month of his mom death he started selling drugs and when I found out i was 38 hot ! Cause he Promised me he wouldn't never do anything this stupid I knocked on his door his grand mom let me in I burst in his room and found him rolling up I stood there in shock.  And I started cursing and all saying your a dumb ass bitch thinking this a way to live your ass gone be killed or locked up somewhere do you not know that your dumb asf then you promised then his grandmom came in there I was like excuses me for my mouth and i apologize and I said excuse me and left