"Some say when I sing they hear angel's above singing along with me. I guess you could say I'm a gift from above. Which is why I guess my parents named me Angel Heaven Marie. I'm also the oldest of my friends
My best friend and I have this YouTube Channel TAFATSG (TheAngelFromAboveAndTheSkaterGirl). I created it of course. They tend to call me the big sister or mom of the group but they don't mind. I tend to make the decisions and I created our whole group. I'm bisexual but none of my friends know even though I make it super obvious. I've had a crush on Bri for as long as I can remember though I'm sure she doesn't know and if she did she would never want to date me anyways. But enough about that.
Magcon is my life but I have to honestly say Matthew Espinosa is my one and only boy I will want. Though he will never know me in real life or notice me or anything I like to think he will one day come across our YouTube Channel and see me singing and dancing. Or even my Personal Channel the Angel from Above. We have about just a little over 38K subs and I have 40K on my personal.
When I see Bri around other girls or even other guys I get Jealous. I want to walk up to her and kiss her so bad but I know I can't. Just seeing her happy around others hurts I know that sounds bad but trust me if you were in my shoes you would understand.
I've been recently diagnosed with Depression Anxiety and a Bipolar Disorder. Even though it seems like I am fine on the outside I'm not. I put a fake smile on everyday and every night I am with someone. I'm actually very suicidal and actually tried killing myself but no one knew not even Brit. Sometimes I just want to sit her down and tell her everything. But I know that will ruin us.
Well I think that is all you need to know for now. Read on in the story to find out more about me if you want. This is The Angel From Above signing off. Keep your head high princesses your tiaras are falling."
And with that I ended my YouTube video, edited it and took a long deep breath hitting post titling the video "More about me you wanted to know" I sighed heavily after posting it because I was risking the fact of Brit seeing my video and knowing everything. I closed my laptop putting it on the charger and I turned my stereo on putting my phone in it to charge and closed my eyes to start a new day.
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The Ride Of Our Lives.... A Mash Fanfic
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