The Ride Of Our Lives.... A Mash Fanfic

TheSkaterGirl: Vlog 3

"Hey guys~ Its TheSkaterGirl aka Brittany here. What's up guys I read a lot if your comments on my last video to watch TheAngelFromAbove's video or Angel's recently posted video. And I did so. And a lot of you asked for feed back and I shall give you it. I was actually very shocked seeing that Angel had liked me and that she was bisexual. I guess I'm pretty oblivious to thing. I knew a lot of you guys shipped us together and I swear I thought me and her were cute together but you know like I see us as friends besides I don't want to lose what me and her have. I know a lot of you guys as ton a hate me for that choice but you guys know me my heart is set on Nash. Though he will never notice me its only him. Guys I really do love having Angel around and I know a lot of you love seeing me and her together and want us to be more but you all know how life is. Surprised me when she said she got jealous makes me not want to bring people around her. Guys I love you all and I know how your guys hearts are set but I don't know. But guys please don't make things awkward and I won't honestly feelings a re feelings and destroying them is terrible. Guys I wish I could change my feelings but I can't there what they are. I know you all think the boob and butt grabbing means something but sadly guys it doesn't I do it to all my friends I learned it from my guys friend his names Kris don't look him up though. Guys you all amazing and I swear if I could change how all this happened I wouldn't. Because these past three years with you guys and Angel has been amazing and I hope it continues because your all pretty amazing and all of you support mine and know Angels life styles. Honestly the hate does hurt but I've gotten past it much like Angel me and her are here for each other guys YouTube is my life. And I wouldn't want to lose it. Or you guys. I swear up and down your all special your all beautiful and your all perfect who cares what then haters say cause there perfect to there amazing and there choices make them who they are. Never go as low as they are always smile and make your self the bigger person walk away don't stoop too low. Guys me and Angel love all all so much and I know I keep repeating my self in this video but we do.

You guys are our lives. You guys make us happy with your comments and make us happy with who we are. Don't change yourself for others be you be original don't be a copy cause they don't get anywhere. I think you are all amazing perfect beautiful and your stronger then strong you outstanding everyone. Make yourself heard get over things the past is the past. Guys you can do anything take that from a girl who is messy has anger issues has anxiety and still stands in front of you all at meet and greets and yeah I have my doubts like your all are there to only see Angel but you all hug me and cry on my shoulders and say I'm your hero for overcoming my obstacles and know I'm saying this to you. You guys are my hero's you all can over come your obstacles and Angel if you see this I am truly sorry that I didn't feel the same way you deserve good and I'm not good your my hero Angel and you always will be. Please guys pray for Angel and me were both hoping things look up for us. Our manger told us that he is trying to get us on tour to see you all fingers crossed. Guys stay safe tonight and tomorrow and the nest day and please if your thinking of dying tonight don't cause I would miss you.

And guys don't think your alone. I went through major depression in middle school and my high school years it gets better I swear to you all. You will be missed if you leave us tonight or tomorrow or ever. I always pay attention to my followed and subscribers and my fans and my friends you guys are my family. And I love you all. And I love you Angel I will always be here for you. Well I guess that's it guys stay skating. Love you all." With that I edited the video posting it as my vlog. Closing my laptop as I set my head in my pillow passing out quickly. What a great end of the day.