Way of love (ONESHOT)

Way of love (COMPLETE)

Author's note:

And here's another short story of mine XD ahahaha Hope you find this okay even though it's really REALLY short :3 Anyway...let's stop this crap and go to the story (?)....I don't know...ahh whatever...

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Love.

Precious and fragile. Once you start feeling it, you wouldn't want to let it go. It can make you do silly things you never thought you would ever do. It can change you. And you would certainly do everything just to keep it alive. But what if you wake up one day and the love you were trying your best to keep is gone? Just gone. No explanations. No reasons. Nothing at all. And you were left to deal with the emptiness. You were left to deal with the pain. All alone. What will you do?

You started of as strangers. You met somewhere and didn't even notice each other. You caught a glimpse of him and it didn't even matter to you. For you, he was just another regular boy and there's nothing special about him. Sparks didn't fly the first time you met. It wasn't like a movie after all.

Another time, another place. There you are, finally introducing yourselves to each other. Slowly getting comfortable while sharing your very own stories and experiences. Slowly becoming good friends.

Then one day, everything changes. He is not a stranger anymore. He isn't just a good friend. He is your special someone. You start to care for him. You start calling each other with those sweet endearments. You start thinking about him every now and then. You start doodling his name all over your notebook. You start writing that cute little heart around his name while everyone in your classroom is having a lively discussion about a certain topic. You start to smile, just by thinking of him. You treasure every single moment you have with him. Inch by inch, you are slowly creating another world, where it's just you and him. Together, forever. Finally, you say to yourself " I'm in love. I'm happy. I'd do anything for him."

The first time you held hands, everything's just magical. The first time you kissed, you can see the sparks flying everywhere. Everything seems perfect. You love him, he's in love with you. Well, he says he does. And you believe in everything he says.

Then here comes the hurt. You woke up from a goodnight's sleep. He says "I love you." And it makes your day. You feel so secured and protected. You actually believe that he will never leave you. That exact same day, he lets you know his almost perfect crime. He has a girlfriend, and it is your BESTFRIEND. You don't know what to do. You don't know how to react. It was like "Oh, okay. Congratulations." But deep inside, you were actually shocked and don't understand what's really happening. Then you lie on your bed that night and realized that he left you already. Everything starts to sink in. You lost him and he's never coming back.

You hate him for breaking your heart but you can't get angry at him for more than one hour because you still love him. You don't know what to do. You don't know what went wrong. And the worst part is, nothing was explained. Apparently, he left you with no apparent reason. He just thought that things won't work out. He fell out of love. Tears suddenly fall from your eyes. You cry the whole night away.

Days come and you just can't stop crying. Half-heartedly, you write his name in your notebook once again. Then realizing what you just did, you start crying again. Around other people you try to conceal the pain. For those who knew your story, you make them believe that you're not suffering anymore. You want to make them think that you're so over him because he's nothing but a jerk. But the truth is, you're still in love with him. Just one "I'm so sorry" from him, makes you crawling back to his feet. You still want to be the one to love him. The one to kiss him goodnight. The one to make his day. But unfortunately, another girl has taken your place. And the fact that he seems happier with her breaks your heart into pieces.

The truth hits you. You were never an item. You were just special friends. Yes, he promised to love you. He told you that he could wait for you. He told you that his heart is all yours. But the truth is, he was never, and never, will be yours. And it breaks your heart more. Because you realize that he committed to your bestfriend, while he gave you empty promises and false security. Now you're more alone than ever. You have friends but nothing they say makes you feel better. You feel like you just died and only his love could resurrect you. Fortunately, day after day, the pain starts to fade away. You start to move on. Happiness fills your heart. And now you're ready to open your book of life and start writing a new page without hesitation. You're ready to finally, continue your life.

When you have a broken heart, there are times when you ask yourself, " What did I do wrong?" There are times, when this is never really answered. Your partner just had a change of heart. He fell out of love. And you can do nothing about it. You just have to accept it and embrace the pain that comes with it. Tired of all the crying, sick of the drama and then, you start moving on. You feel happy again. You finally know what's your worth. You may be scared to try again, but taking risks is what makes life interesting. You may be hurt again, but without it, you will never succeed.

Oh well, c'est la vie...