Brotherly Love( Sakamaki Brothers X Reader)

The Rose

He stopped and turned around to face me. I didn't know what I was doing but I felt half bad for him, thinking that he's in love with me. 

"What?" He sounded dull. I grabbed his hand in mine and held it there.

"If you're tired, I'll go wish you good night." I looked up to him. 

"Well I guess so." He led me out into the hallway. I followed silently to his room, where he closed the door behind us. 

"So h-" I was cut off by Shu placing a finger on my lips.

"Shhh, you're too noisy." He pulled me into his arms and fell onto the bed. His eyes were closed in bliss. I relaxed under his grip as to not bother him. I felt bad for Shu, his own brother was bitter towards him for being the eldest and receiving the most attention as a child. 

"I just came to wish you a good night. I mustn't stay long, the others will notice that I am in here." I sat up letting his arms slide down my figure onto the bed. He opened his eyes and peered up at me.

"So what if they notice? Is it so wrong for them to learn their place and realize that you are mine?" He adjusted his position and laid on his back looking up at the ceiling. I was surprised that he would say this, he was usually very distant. Unlike Laito who was always flirting and such. 

"But Shu, I've grown up with you guys being my family. I just want to be the quiet unnoticed sister." I whimpered. I didn't exactly want any of this, of course my female state was acting up in some situations with these weird feelings, but i really didn't want this. Then in a swift move, Shu pushed me down on the bed and was hovering over me. He looked down at me with piercing eyes. 

"But you're not my sister." He smashed his lips into mine softly kissing me. I felt like melting into the covers under his touch. I tried pulling my head away but he tightened his grip and kissed me more forcefully. After a few moments of trying to decide what to do, I kissed back. My feelings got the best of me and I kissed back. Shu licked my bottom lip asking for entrance, but I refused. Then he slipped his hand down to my waist, where I happen to be quite ticklish, and I gasped in reaction. He took this chance to slip his tongue into my mouth and continue to kiss me. I got the chance to pull my face away trying to speak.

"Shu, I need to go. We shouldn't be doing this." I opened my eyes trying to reason with him. He looked a little distant before looking back into my eyes. 

"I have to make you understand." He said a little sad before letting me go. I sat up on the bed and looked back at him. 

"Then show me tomorrow." I winked and walked out of the room. Instead of going to my own room I went back to the music room. I found peace there. Passing a grandfather clock, I noticed that it was 10:11. I hadn't realized how late it had gotten, but that didn't faze me. 

I sat down on the piano bench and played the piece from earlier. It was such a dramatic piece that if I were to think of something sad, it could really make me cry. I jerked my head to my left to see a white silk scarf falling through the air. I stood up and pressed against the window looking out to see it flutter to the ground. I was on the third floor and above was the attic. I raced up to the attic and stumbled through some of the clutter before seeing the double windows open leading to the balcony. I walked over cautiously seeing Yui standing out there looking down at the ground. 

"I knew you would come and ruin this for me." She said coldly. I walked over and stood beside her by the railing. The ground was a long ways down and the wind was blowing, giving everything an ominous chill.

"What do you mean?" I said very confused. She sighed and faced me. She was wearing her white silk nightgown. 

"I don't want to be here anymore. I don't understand why you are so special. I don't want to do die because they will eventually kill me. So I shall kill myself." She held her chin up high. I rolled my eyes so hard.