So I just woke up at around 5:30am to a drea- what am I saying? It scared me so technically it was a nightmare. In the dream world I was at Walmart in the toy isle (cause I like toys don't judge) with a guy. I don't know who it was, I couldn't make out the blurry face. But black messy hair, a tie and white shirt.
We then walked around the a bit of the whole store paying for items like food and stuff, then I realized I was being carried in this guys arms like some sort of pet. Even though we were conversing to each other like humans.
Before walking out of the store I think we saw, I'm not kidding, a talking fennic fox. And he said he could help me.
Help me with what?
Apparently my dream self and the guy who was carrying me seemed suprised and eager to know more.
Then we left the store...? Just by ourselves without a fennic fox.
I was taken over to a big black colored jeep I think, the groceries were put in the back and so was I. (Also my favorite Fenniken plush was there aw!) me and the guy seemed very excited to know that someone could help me.
I looked down and saw I was a fox. With dark paws and fire red fur.
After that the scene immediately changed, now I was in a different car in the backseat with my cousin. So we were talking and my aunt was driving in the the front seat behind the wheel. They were talking to me like they haven't seen me in years. They were really happy. (This was odd cause my relitives usually leave me be.)
I was a human again and wearing a white dress with a light floral pattern on it. BLEH. I would never wear something like that. We were driving by 7 eleven and about to get on the freeway but we never got on it. (Only Flowr will know where this is.)
While talking with them I suddenly froze, and fear gripped my stomach.
I turned to my cousin and grabbed him by his shirt collar and shook him a little, making his head move like a bobble head.
I asked him, "Tell me, how did I die?!" I let go of him and his look went from joy to depressed as he recalled his chain of memories.
"You were killed by Muca."He looked at me with a blank expression.
"Muca? What the heck is Muca?!"
"I don't know either but that's how you died."
"I guess I'll look it up later..." I looked away solemnly.
Then it hit me, this wasn't my body. That's why I was wearing these clothes. But I didn't say anything about it. I just continued asking him questions.
"Do I look at least a little the same....?" I looked down at my fingers and interlocked them.
He looked at me and shook his head.
"No."
And it broke my heart. I was different. I was never going to be ME again...
Then a flashback sparked in my eyes.
I was home alone, in the hours that I would be at school, I was just at home, asleep on the couch. The actual me. Sleeping in my living room. Living and breathing. But eyes closed. Sunlight forcing its way in through the curtains and my cat on the other couch sprawled out in a sleeping position. That silly kitty.... I sure miss her.....
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And that's the end. Well there's a bit more conversation between me and my cousin but I don't think it's important. It was just saying I was asleep home alone and was dreaming and said I dreamed about being on a train (I've never been on a train so it was like an animated train) and said I saw a white light. Then I saw the fox body I had and then I woke up and was human. Blah blah blah.
So what is Muca? And how did it kill me?
I looked up the word on Google but found no disease or sickness that could kill me. But I did see that it's a name with a meaning. (It means like being cautious idk)
So number 1. It's a person who killed me, I just don't know how.
2. I saw a lot of pictures of kittens on Google so maybe it's a type of cat?
3. It's a disease that's super rare and no ones ever heard of it?
Well those are my conclusions.
Is my dream trying to tell me something? Is it telling me to watch my back? Or is it just some random thing that'll just fade away like a regular dream?
I dunno... I really don't.
I've never heard this word in my life.
Either way I'm terrified, I'm so scared it makes my stomach feel weird...
The end
