Why. A question never truly answered. Why? A question never asked not answered in my pretext.
A question forbidden. Forbidden to speak.
Unless spoken to,speak not.
Unless asked,answer not.
Never answer back.
Never dare to talk back.
Above all,never ask why?
But why?
Why is it so forbidden to ask why?
Perhaps there are no answers. A question should be answered by the asked. A question is a question. It can be who,what,when,where,how and why.
But I mustn't ask why.
How is it forbidden.
Why mustn't I ask why?
Shall I ask papa in this letter I am writing to him?
I shall ask him why.
I shall ask him why I must not ask a question involving why.
Is there no answers sufficient enough to answer the question?
Is there no answer?
Is there no reason to answer or respond?
Are there no words that can describe what is being asked?
Papa said that I can ask why the sun's light is so bright.
But I must not use why for myself or other humans.
I throw this letter into the flames.
"Write about you life,your dreams,your thoughts and feelings. How you see things and how they see you," papa always tells me. "But never ask why," he adds in a hushed tone.
Why is it forbidden.
Is it wrong that I must seek the answers for all my questions that include why?
Why am I locked up in this mausoleum?
I don't know what's happening outside,what life is like,how other people live.
How they see. How they feel. Their thoughts.
But I know why they locked me up.
Kept me from the world.
Kept me hidden.
They are in denial.
They don't want to believe.
But I'm not in denial.
I'd admit it, if you'd dare to ask.
I'm not ashamed.
This is me, what is there to be so scared about? I won't change how ever much you try. It's not that I don't want to, it's because I can't. I tried. But I can't.
I'm not in denial.
They are.
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Caroline (#wattys2016)
Historical FictionThese are the thoughts and feelings of Caroline, who is schizophrenic. But the thing is...she doesn't know that she is schizophrenic.
