1|I'm going nuts!

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Do you know how does it fell when there time is nothing but only darkness around you , standing on a cliff you're ready jump but no one was there to save you tell you that every thing will be alright even when nothing will be , someone to hold your hand , hug you , kiss away your tears but that someone is no one.

When you look around and see people with their family cousins friends boyfriend and girlfriend then you realise how unlucky you are , how alone you truly are and have a whole life ahead of you but with no one there for you , no one to share you happinesses , or sadness , you come alone in this world , you'll die alone. What's the point of living when there is nothing to live for , only darkness. With no end of this dark tunnel .

You must be thinking who I am ?

I'm Luciana Adeline Rodriguez.

Well do you expect me to say more , but no I'm not going to , this is all I'm telling you , not that there is much to say about , any way this is the first and last time you're hearing from me .

I mentally laugh at myself I'm going nuts ! talking to myself , There is no doubt in it , I exhale heavily and focus on the task ahead of me ,the reason I'm here, in this awfully scary forest , I look around there are trees and tress everywhere , surrounding the wildlife , thankfully no wild animals , even if I want to die but not at the mercy of ugly wild animals, I don't want to become their food blood ewww gross. I want to die in peace . woow my thoughts are weird !

Stay attention on dying !
I mentally scold myself
I'm coming mom and dad .

I'll finally meet you .
Hope you forgive me for doing this.
I can't live anymore .
Before this life take me , I'll take it myself .
I looked down , the deep blue water sparkles in the sunlight.
There is no trace of civilization here
If I jump no one will be here to save me.
That's good.
This is what I want
Right
No
I want to live
There is so much more I want to do and experience but I don't have any will power left in me.
I'm tired.
I fight every day to live.
But I can't fight anymore.
I swallowed a lump in my throat and turned around , pushing myself forward
I closed my eyes and jumped from the cliff.
I'm coming mom and dad.

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